I'm Upset at My Sister, I Need My WP Family

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I'm upset at my sister, I NEED MY Friends. I don’t think she completely understand on how living here & these people make me feel, I only like the people that live here & two other people that work here. I know she have alot of body pain, been sooooo overwhelmed, soooo stress, can’t hardly walk, she lived in her house before it got sold, but she still lucky, no body yelling at her, ordering her around, have to shower with a very bad back, she can pick out her own food, make her own food, eat when she want, she have friends that can help her, she have two pets to keep her company, one of those pets is mine & she have bunnies too, the bunnies are somewhere else cuz of the move. I have nothing, I’m depressed, crying, going very crazy living here. I have alot of body pain too, my back can hurt sooo badly, it can feel like my back is breaking, my wrist can hurt, my leg can hurt, my shoulder hurts, my stomach can hurt almost every day, I can lose my appetite, I only eat little food, I need to eat cuz of my vitamins, at night, I get more hungry, these people give you not enough food for dinner a lot of times,I lost weight, I lost around 30 lbs. When I lose my appetite, I don’t know why I can’t skip lunch or eat when I want, they let me skip breakfast. I wish I was allow food in my room, they don't want food on the floor, I can eat with a towel under my food, I can put it in a bowl, I even have a tray. I know I"m going to a hotel to relax & relax my body, but I WON'T be moving fast enough. My sister told me that she is busy this week, I don't know when I'm moving, most of my stuff are packed already. I WANT TO MOVE already, instead my sister keep texting, hang in there, you be out soon, WHEN is soon. I know she doing everything she can & she doing it by herself, this is toooo much for her, my dad is USELESS, I may disown him, my cousin & aunts won't help, my cousin lied to me, she said family will help, I hate my famliy, one other aunt cares about me, we been emailing each other. My sister can ask for help since this is tooooo much for her. I been thinking about suicide alot.

Am afraid , that little bit on suicide at the end of the meddage may have scared folks away......you got to know when your waiting for something to happen it always seems longer,than it should take...And most people these days just seem to barely get by with their own lives . And when you in the middle of a waiting situation...might possibly lash out at persons ?..Good Luck on your situations.....hope they will pass soon

I'm so sorry that you are going through all of this. It must be very hard. You have support from us here on WP.

I hope you can get out of there as soon as possible. Big hugs.

No , i do not know where you are, but the tone of your message made me want to response, especially since , I did not see any response, by the yime I posted ...kinda speculated maybe you where in less than nice living situation ?
group home, adoprion , whatever.. very sorry if I offended ? Will think twice before I respond again to this thread.

Hope things improve for you Kitty.

I can only repeat what you don't want to hear from where you are,

Hang in there..
Things will change.

Sweet Pea hugs