I'm ready to just leave. I don't really care. Mom and sister basically ignore me, except to tell me when I'm wrong or that I should take my meds. They treat me weird too. Every other interaction turns into an argument. I'm tired of it. It leads me to just walk out and come back when I'm calm even when it's late at night. They have the nerve to say they're worried or whatever. They're not. I'm sure if I left and didn't come back, they'd celebrate or something.
I'm getting the impulse to just lie about stuff. They don't even care anyways. It's so irritating to be at home. It's so irritating to not have any friends. I kinda want to just get out there and meet people. I don't really care.