Claradoon wrote:
My sister had to put her cat Rusty down on Monday night. He had a very long and happy life and I'm grateful that I knew him. I'm surprised that it's hitting me this hard. I'm totally distracted. I'm thinking, "Ok, so Rusty's with Mom now" and then I think "Oh no, not in that place nobody comes back from!"
We sometimes called him Dr Rusty because he could (and did) purr people better. He was a big gorgeous ginger cat with a great personality. I'm allergic to fur but I got attached to Rusty anyway. Now I live on the other side of the city with my dog, but I still feel bad about Rusty.
I keep seeing this image (in my head) - Rusty going out the front door, but I only turned in time to see the last wisp of his tail and I wasn't sure he was gone. In real life on that occasion I went to look and Rusty was sitting on the steps waiting. I better stop I'm getting totally maudlin.
Cats are people, too. They may not be the same species as us, but they are feeling, thinking, caring creatures with whom it is definitely possible to build a relationship. I'm sorry to hear of your loss - they go all too soon.