former aikido "instructor"

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A former aikido "instructor", KF, has had plenty of "volunteers" do work for her. The volunteers have been working for her, for a couple of years, for a couple of hours each week. The work they do: WordPress, bookkeeping, janitorial, teaching, fixing the building.

Fair Labor Standards Act says that it is illegal to have volunteers at "for profit" companies. KF's company is a "for profit".

KF's volunteers are functional, worldly, refined adults, many of which have master's degrees and professional jobs.

Whenever I have to do something I do not want to do, such as chores, it reminds me, if I had slaves like KF, I wouldn't have to do the chores @ all. Instead, whenever I want something, I have to go around begging precious lil "people" to do it. For example, @ work I am a Loader. I have a doctor's note that I am not allowed to lift over fifty pounds. Every time I move a pallet, I have to beg someone to do it. ("You can't lift it?", "Am I helping you or are you helping me?"). They act like I requested a liver donation.

If I had slaves, I could eat better, and not have to waste so much time/$$/energy on public transportation. Slaves could clean my Pigpen.

(free association).

One of KF's volunteer instructors, asked me if I wanted to borrow a stick. I said "yes." The volunteer had the nerve to correct me "yes, please".

That reminds me of how I *hate* it when someone has the nerve to say "huh" or "what" instead of "excuse me", but I do not have the audacity to correct them.

proportions: (KF)/(short fat balduglyman) = (plenty of slaves)/(social rejection)

There is nothing great about me, but nobody is perfect. Seriously, I feel like if Kayla deserved plenty of slaves, I do not deserve the amount of social rejection that KF's volunteers (and customers) have given me.

analogy:

kayla: plenty of slaves
short fat bald ugly man: social rejection

My former "friend" Dena told me that KF "is a good teacher." However, it is not possible to measure quality. Besides, KF has not been polite to me. In 2014, KF's first interaction with me, was when I was leaving her volunteer's lesson early. KF had the nerve to snap @ me, "why are you leaving?". "bus". KF did not answer that, but she didn't apologize either. First impression. (primacy/recency effect). Even my dumpsterfire "job" does not bother micromanaging my worthless corpse like that.

I can't understand how/why so many precious lil "people" would be willing to do so much volunteer work for KF, just b/c "she's a good teacher".

double standards

https://www.martialartsbusinessdaily.co ... ree-labor/

"the hidden dangers of free labor"

it makes me wanna puke, how so many annoying lil dipshits are so f*****g eager to do "volunteer" work for kayla b***h, while the same ass holes refuse to even accept "yes" instead of "yes please" from me (lisi). (double standards).

kayla b***h should've been in jail a longfuck time ago, s**t.

every time i do something, that a "volunteer" could have done for me, it reminds me of kayla b***h. s**t.

when i eat, i think, plenty of "volunteers" much better @ cooking than me. (eight billion precious lil "people" in the solar system.)

on public transportation, i think, plenty of precious lil "people" are much better than me @ driving.

counseling

fix house

what the flying f**k ever. i ain't good @ nothing and do not particularly enjoy anything.

(free association)

it just boggles my mind. how the f**k is it possible that kayla feder got so many "volunteers", while, i have to go begging annoying lil dipshits to please do the slightest thing for me?

so f*****g jealous s**t

Does Kayla view everyone around her as useless, annoying little dipshits, or does she engage with people in a manner that makes them like and respect her?

People can pick up on when someone holds them in contempt and you pretty consistently ooze contempt for everyone, at least in your posts on here. I can't blame people for not wanting to be around someone who's so hostile and negative towards pretty much everyone. I don't think you'd enjoy spending time around someone like that either.

Improving your attitude and tendency to always assume the worst (both of other people and of everything that might happen) would probably go a long way towards improving things, even if the payoff is unlikely to be immediate.