Sometimes Get an Inkling to Turn to Crime or Dropping Out

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And I don't even mean murder or stealing, but as an example selling drugs or something like that (obviously bad example as many drugs are commoditized). Or perhaps smuggling. Or in a less extreme version just getting enough money to go live in the jungle. Dating suck and making a living sucks (probably in part due to autism, although it is a hard marker). So basically I am feeling neet vibes without being a neet. I still want to give a few more things a trt and hold out hope but I am getting to the point of not wanting to try after hundreds of apps sent (and some interviews in fairness).

if you go to prison your problems will be FAR worse

While it worked for Walter White in Breaking Bad, I would not recommend it.
It seems that life doesn't make sense until it does because there is so much that we don't realize we don't know.
What about self-reflection?
Did you know that the mirror is mightier than the jewel and mightier than the sword?
The mirror is an inward look into thyself, the jewel is simply money, and the sword is the actions taken to get money.
The thing with self-reflection is that there's always something new to discover and much of the time when we think we've discovered everything - it just means that there's more to know; hence why life doesn't make sense until it does.
Does this make sense?

Indeed. Autism is a reason to never do crime, because it is very difficult to get away with anything as an autistic person. Best criminals are the social manipulators, the really high level social operator NTs.