Depressed people: do you literally see blackness/black holes

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I do! I have this intense anxiety that I will fall into them and never come out, as well,

sometimes I see a grey colouring around everything. Things sometimes seem darker than they are surposed to and feel a lot less lively. But I have never seen a black-hole or anything.

I don't literally see them, but I do feel like I am dead inside and nothing can effect/help me. Music/food/friends/laughter...nothing helps. I just feel dead...like a zombie.

Sometimes, having someone REALLY love up on me helps a little, but it's a short-term fix. Only way I have found out of it is thru the drugs. As much as I _HATE_ being a druggie, it's that or being the Living Dead. I think I'll just do drugs.

jeeze guys, im sorry u feel this way, i hope u find something that makes u happy without the need to do drugs. Dont give up u have 1 life to live, please try and find something that will allow u to enjoy the time u have on Earth, do it for yourselfs, I bet someday in life you guys will find something perfect and you wont see those black holes anymore.

I was depressed during the first hald of high school and after collage, i never saw any black whole, but i felt all was hopeless, i was never going to acheive the american dream, never have what my parents had, i was a failure, i was going to die alone/childless, the rest of my life was going to be suffereing, i wanted it over, i wanted to die. That was really sad, and I am fortunte to pull myself outa that horror, i understand a little bit how u feel, mine was temproary and it can become a feedback loop, i hope u guys can break the cycle!! Keep posting on here that makes ya happy right?? It helps me when im a bit down on occasion. Things can get better im proof.