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well i'm definitely depressed again. i just can't seem to kick it and i've decided to go see someone about it. i haven't called anyone or anything but i'm going to talk to my parents about it.

i haven't gone to class all week, i only went to the gym twice, today i didn't even leave the house (yet, i think i'll go to the gym because that's the only thing that gets me feeling somewhat happy for a little while). i don't get any enjoyment out of anything, be it researching stuff, tv, socializing, anything. i started feeling better from last semester but it's just gone downhill again. i've got two tests tomorrow and i haven't even started studying because i just don't care.

i've also decided that, other than reading week (a week off in feb) and st patty's day i'm not going to drink until classes are over (sometime in late march). it's more because of weight loss than depression but i'm hoping it'll help a bit.

Is there a chemical inbalance or is it something more?

no idea, back in grade 8 i was put on prozac and that seemed to help. i wanted to get through this on my own but i don't think i will. considering the fact that i've been depressed, more or less, since september or october i think it's a chemical thing.

Are you in college now or high school?

second year electrical engineering at university

oh and i got an appointment with the psychologist i saw about learning disorders and stuff (diagnosed me with adhd) on thursday. i felt alot better yesterday though, i finally dragged myself out to the gym to do some long cardio (just over an hour) and i felt alot better afterwards.