getting depressed again

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so i think i'm getting depressed again. work sucks despite the money i'm making but my uncle's my boss and i don't want to just leave. i also don't know if i'll be able to find another job that'll be able to fund school and rowing that is 5 days a week, 9-5. i also don't get enough sleep and it's wearing me down. today when i woke up i felt really depressed but it got better later on in the day, now i'm feeling a bit depressed again.

it's kind of depressing how often i've been getting depressed this year. this'll be the fourth time since september.

when i get depressed i wrap a banana laffy taffy over a chocolate dum dum. it tastes like a banana split. i told a friend this and he said "i dont like bananas" I was so dumbfounded i couldnt think of a good response, but if you dont like bananas either, try super gluing a quarter to the ground and watch what unfolds.

I like that quarter idea!

So how much longer are you in school this year? Aren't you in college/university?
Most of the schools here in California have already had their commencements that I know of.

Is it possible that you might be able to hold out until the summer break and recoup your strength and sleep?
How about knocking off a few hours at work? Is that possible... although I'm sure you would have already thought of this if you could have.

Rowing does seem like a pretty grueling sport. I'm sure you are pretty tired after all that.
Are you eating well?

school's out but i still have to pay for next year. i was feeling a lot better yesterday because i had two great rows but today i had to take practice off because of tendinitis or something similar. as for the food, i'm eating less than my daily recommended intake but i'm not starving myself. i have to lose weight for rowing so i eat regularly, just about every hour or two, and i generally don't feel hungry very often other than right after evening practice.