i recently beat the urge to kill myself.

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my last state hospital stay they so screwed me up i was hearing voices and plotting to kill myself.
well quitting the mediction that time made the voices go away and reduced the urge to kill myself but not completely. last week i finally confronted those thoughts by saying its irrational its irrational its irrational, and they finally went away. i really hate those psychiatrists and mental health workers for sticking voices and suicidal thoughts in my head.

I have lost count of the times I wanted to kill myself. But every time I beat the urge, I am still here and a little older. Good on you!

nightbender, I seriously doubt that the hospital staff was putting voices in your head. Still I like hearing that you are not wanting to harm yourself. Suicide is really f***ed up!

the meds they made me take caused me to hear voices. never heard voices before in my life. as soon i stopped the meds they went away.

Im sorry to hear that those shrinks and loonybin staff were so unhelpful. I would strongly advise you to never go back to that place and get a new psychiatrst immediately. What medication did they put you on?? Do you have any other mental health issues besides Aspergers?

the stuck me on risperdal lithium and and visteral. as of this moment i have anhedonia. in the past i had ptsd panic attacks and depression, all caused by my abusive parents my father especially.

im also seeing therapist and a naturopath in addition to to my primary care doctor who giving me rx's for risperdal and visteril, i absouletly refuse to see another psychiatrist ever again.

I am glad you got off the meds. My sister was given about 10 different meds after a suiicde attempt and then once they had her doped to the gills...they got her to agree to electric shock(yes, they still do that at one hospital in MN).It really messed her up and they refused to let me talk to her pr her DR before they began the "treatments" because I was not her "legal guardian".It is very scary what they can get away with under the guise of "helping". I wanted to take them to court o they couldn't do this to another person but my sister refused and moved back to Missouri.

There have been other cases of autistics being put on anti-psychotics(they had my sister on some and she had no hysotry of being psychotic,only depressed)....this should be illegal!!!Some of these psych people are truly nuts(and possibly sadistic).

You blame the mental health workers for you hearing voices and wanting to commit suicide? That is irrational, illogical, and paranoid. No one can make you hallucinate or be suicidal. Those people helped me when I was at my lowest, and I will not have them badmouthed.

I would not be alive today were it not for these people.

sobs nearly killed me, and im not off total yet. acutally psych drugs are proven to increase suicideality and increase psychosis

That's good to hear! Suicide is extremely irrational!

Proven, eh? By the FDA, or some counterpart organization?

This sounds totally fakokta to me.

none the less true. disturb any nuerotransimitter long enough and what you get is halucinations and suiciidality.

Most drug companies are well aware of this BTW. What you describe sounds more like a narcotic effect. Some illegal drug in combination with something else.

If pharmaceuticals caused such awful symptoms, drug companies would not release them. Back to formula they would go.

yes they would. it just enlarge the market for more drugs. dont forget the pharmaceutical industry has its rootes in nazi germany. and thanks alot for turning my support thread into an argument.

Glad to hear about it, nightbender. I'm another of the ones who understands how difficult it can be to find the courage inside yourself to keep going on.

I'm with you about the "mental health" scumbags. They did me and my kids a lot more harm than good. People go into that field because they don't have enough integrity to be politicians.

I wouldn't worry about that character who feels safe because the multibillion dollar corporations are so concerned about his well being. Considering how much he appreciates people who talk to him only because they're getting paid to, I'm sure if he paid a prostitute to have sex with him he'd think he found true love.

Stay with it bro, we're on your side.