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I like this forum. No discrimination should take place here. It is a community where people seem to better understand one another. It is a simple fact that there are huge numbers of people who are misunderstood by society, which revolves around "necessary" social interaction and status. Meanwhile, it would be typical to have people talking about you and rating you behind your backs.

What makes me miserable, is the fact that I am hated by so many people. I don't get along with normal people. What annoys me more, is these people's standards; and why are they happy that they are normal? - But what's more, is they think they are so special and unique, when they are not.

I am told to shut up; I get things thrown at me; pictures drawn of me; insults that are only acceptable when targeted at me.

I can't insult someone without the rest of these horrible people making my life a misery; waiting for me to say something negative, so they can use it and blow the whole thing out of proportion.

People are confusing me, and tricking me into thinking I am a horrible, selfish, uncaring and arrogant. People end friendships with me, giving no reason.

I wasn't diagnosed with aspergers, but I think I might have it. I share a lot of common problems, and I took a test called the aspie quiz; after the tenth time I scored 127, I think. Originally I scored 180, but I went through it, over and over, being careful with my answers.

I'm curious about how accurate that test is.

So really, what makes me miserable, also, is the fact that anyone who I want to turn to for help, won't care. As for my parents, they will never leave me alone once I bring up a problem, and it becomes frustrating.

It's so horrible how some people state that they like unordinary people and something unsual out of life, yet really, they don't, because that stops being true the moment they meet me.

Why am I the horrible one? It isn't fair.

Why can't I stop thinking and typing? - knowing that probably nobody will reply?

I feel like my talents are unappreciated, only shadowed by the methods of normal people.


Also, one more thing, I came to the conclusion, that on the whole, people with aspergers who are less intelligent, live happier lives.

Welcome to WrongPlanet- I think you'll fit in well here

that makes me feel a bit better, thanks - even though it wasn't MajoR niceness or anything - but still.

How old are you? The people around you sound like jr. highers. If I was offered a chance to be young again, but first I would have to do jr. high again, I would refuse. Anyway, I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. If you are in school, is there some way to take alternative lessons, such as on the internet?

you can 'game' any test, if you know what they're looking for...

I think you need different people.

No, I'm not in junior high, and apparently I am immature.

Yeah, I probably posted content that comes across as something a 13 year old would write, and I admit that I am percieved as being stupid. I know I'm not stupid. Then again, some 13 year olds have developed perfectly. I was a slow developer myself, with little awareness when I was young; living in a fantasy world. I still have superstitions and far-out ideas.

That which I have just said, however, is almost irrelevant, as you simply asked my age, whether you were implying anything or not. I am nearly 17, but I am not giving any more details about myself because there will probably be someone I know who uses these forums.

I hope you enjoy posting here.

I know just what you mean.

I think people in general can be full of ignorance to a certain extent. This ignorance is what keeps one from wanting or bothering to understand another thus putting self-importance first. Not any easy thing for me deal with either but it's helped me be a little more aware of how I treat other people.