Who the hell are they to tell me I hurt their feelings?

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My sisters have it way better than me. They are entrusted with more responsibility, and have never been treated like a sorry ass baby like I have. They probably will never get a whipping as an adult or miss their senior prom unfairly. My sister got away with saying I embarrassed her, so I bring it up all the time, she said I embarrassed her when I was talking loud about the whipping, which I had damn right to talk about. She swears out that the other students heard me. I dont know why the f**k it embarrasses her so damn bad. I can talk as loud as I want about the problem that hurt my feelings. What the hell is the problem with me telling the world what is idamn true.
1. SHE's NEVER BEEN PUNISHED UNFAIRLY
2. SHE'S SO BELIEVEABLE.
3.SHE"LL PROBABLY GET TO DRIVE BEFORE ME.
4.Mom thought of making me wait and go to the same college as my sister just so she could look after me, crazy she is for even thinking of that.
5.SHE"S NEVER STRUGGLED WITH HAVING AUTISM.
So, lets see shall we: I hurt her feelings just by letting her know that she has a way easier life than me, and that she's NEVER STRUGGLED WITH ANYTHING. I'm the only obstacle in her life.

maybe i should not have told her. SHE's so f*****g easily
embarrassed.

SO anyone care to explian why the f**k I missed my prom BECUASE I EMBARRASSED LITTLE MISS PERFECT.

there were times I would have meltdowns, and have to have MY LITTLE SISTER BE IN CHARGE OF THE HOUSEHOL while my parents are away. I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT- HOW THE HELL SHE GETS SO f*****g BETTER THAN ME THAT SHE GETS TO BABYSIT THE 18-year old adult?

YOU PEOPLE ON WRONGPLANET WONDER WHY I GET SO DAMN JEALOUS THATS WHY!! !! !! !! ! NO 18 year old has to be babysat by her littelsister. WHAT s**t IS THAT. I sometimes wish my little sister was an ASPIE TOO, so she could suffer like me. I BELIEVE EVERYONE SHOULD SUFFER LIKE ME, IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM NOT ALONE AND ITS JUST AND FAIR. IF I COULD CONTROL IT THATS HOW IT WOULD BE.

SHE HAS ALL THIS BETTER THAN ME YET I HURT HER FEELIINGS, LIKE I TOLD HER, SHE CAN HANDLE HURT FEELINGS SHEs NEVER HAD TO SUFFER LIKE ME!

I feel so sorry for you! I know, it's just a couple of words on the screen, but truly, if I knew how to help you I'd surely do it! You're an outsider, and I know how painful it is. Do you have any true friend to talk to? anyone whom you could phone at night and say "I feel bad" and he/she would come to support you?
You just need someone to talk to at first, and only then to look for reasons of being perfect/imperfect. I've read about your wish to be perfect. I'm sure that you CAN BE PERFECT AND PERHAPS YOU REALLY ARE, just calm down. PM to me if you need to talk. Just rise above it, rise above your fears and jealousy. If you can do it, than you're half-way to be perfect. Don't be so upset.