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Zara
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17 Oct 2008, 10:11 pm

It's over.
I can't deal with school anymore.

I'm just too anxious, OCD, ADD, depressed or whatever to finish college.

I can't complete my communication class because I can't communicate, because I can't relate to my peers, because I don't understand the nuances of NT communication... It's confusing and making me depressed, and I've lost my will to continue on.

Same damn thing happens every time I attempt this. I can start out strong, but halfway, it's gets to me. Can't avoid my flaws anymore.
I was given a warning by my instructor for my lack of involvement. Even after I've explained about my difficulties, he won't compromise. I just can't see myself continuing on with what he expects of me, so I withdrew.


College is supposed to the best time of somebody's life, even for aspies.
For me, it's pretty much been the most fustrating time of my life. I've never felt any value in it, I can't keep a decisive goal in mind, I can't make any friends... It's not like finishing this class would have given me anything meaningful anyway. A transfer degree... to nowhere.

f**k college.


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17 Oct 2008, 10:44 pm

Calm down. Is this communications thing a major or something you have to take to do you major? If so ask the teacher for help tell them you are having trouble. Surely they'll help you. :-) If it is your major quite now and choose something else!! ! Don't fret. :-) If you love your field enough get through this class hump and choose classes focused towards your major more example not just a Psychology course one geared towards Autism (would be an example) :-) If that was your interest.