A while ago I've read by accidence all sorts of conspiracy theories, and believed them for a month, I was obsessed. I think it was so frightening, and the ''evidence'' seemed so right, that I actually started to believe in it, even in the aliens. I thought: if the evidence is correct, then it must be true, there's no other option. Now I don't believe it. It lasted a month and then I realised I was driving insane with all these conspiracy theories. I guess it was just one of my autistic obsessions.
But do you have any evidence? Maybe it can help you seeing what's right and what's incorrect. Because if you don't, you might consider your theories incorrect. I think you'll probably not visit a psychiatrist, even though I believe, just as in all the other responses to your topic, it is bestfor you to do that. So, if you don't visit one, you might have to think critical about your believes concerning governmental conspiracies. Really, just think critical, look at it from a distance. Then you might see that a lot of whta you're telling us is not much more than nonsense. I can relate to you, because of the fact I was a conspiracy believer too for a month, and it made me really paranoid, and very frightened. Then I looked at it in the way an outsider does it. Please, try to imagine what you're telling is wrong. Try to raise objections against your statements, invalidate them. That's the way I got rid of much BS. Try to proove for yourself it is not true, and then compare the argument pro and con.
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