Do i really deserve all this ?

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i don't whant to be depressed anymore everytime i see a family member they really get to me somethimes (and why the hell is it always me, i'm practicly the friggin angel of this family) i want a normal family is that too much to ask? I knew that i should have ran away when i had the chance but i also know thats not even possible no matter how much i think about it so here i am again in a downspiral wich i can't escape

My family bugs me also. My sister is incentive and gets annoyed by me felling like crap all the time basically she thinks I'm a pansy.

Garrett, how does she get annoyed at you? What does she say or do? My parents got mad at me for feeling bad when I was a kid and then years later I felt bad again and they got mad at me again for it. I think that you should ignore your sister and spend more time on here if you can.


UndercoverAlien, what exactly do they do or say? Can you elaborate?

i don't like saying the exact words or actions on the internet, but lets say trying to keep
yourself in and then smashing your hand against an iron **anonymous** (even though i always keep
my anger inside) its one of those moments (because i get even more trouble when smashing
against the wall or anything)<-- dont even ask me why i don't want to know myself

Do not know why individuals are needlessly cruel to one another... Hope you get it out here and return with renewed spirits.

do they understand your problems ?