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you are reading a post from a man that has absolutely no friends. Just woek up. ...I'm going back to bed. Dreams are at least semi real. I force myself to sleep after sleeping. there's no reason to be awake

Don't worry I got no friends either, it ain't so bad once you get used to it. About the sleep I feel like that sometimes, I suffer from depression and hence feelings of worthlessness. Hang in there, I just try to survive one day at a time, that's all I can ask of myself.

Ehh, I wish I could sleep like that. Insomnia is the worst. =[

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Insomnia must be tough, but too much sleep isn't the best either. The best is to get a balance.

Sleep well. I doubt you could sleep though, unless you're really good at it. There's more to it than just putting your head on the pillow... at least for me.

Have you not noticed that people here are trying to be your friend, or do you just not care?

Yes I realize you are all being so very kind. I do appreciate all your words. And though it may not appear so, I hand on very possitive word said. I am just in a place I can not escape from. And I am trying to grab hold of any help I can get. feel that I am in a pit. And every word said is a bit of hope. I feel that I am grabbing for your hand. But I can not reach that high yet. And yes, I agree that I feel people with apergers and unique ..different people are more "normal" to me. I see them as the most entertaining and amusing. Normal people, for the most part, only wish to fit in. .And that is so boring.

Old Soul

I am up from sleeping and I put a christmas tree up.

I know how you feel, Old Soul. I used to sleep a lot when I was depressed and had no life because I was uncomfortable with and scared of being awake and interacting.I would often stay in bed all day and sleep off and on. It was the only way I could communicate that I was depressed without possibly annoying my boyfriend by doing something like telling him all the time that I was depressed. Maybe that wouldn't annoy him, but it would just make him tell me I should do something if I wanted to do something about being depressed and I didn't feel like doing anything.

That is almost it Ana... I am so sorry you felt that way but am glad you feel better. I do not lay in bed because I am attempting to comunicate anything. I do it to avoid reality. It is much easier to just sleep. And also I am so tired. I can not wake up. Mosez pointed out to me that depression comes iwth sleepless nights. And yes, here I am at 430 still awake. Ugh!! !! even with sleeping pills

Old Soul

P.S I was dumped by a new friend today. She was very beatiful, full of life and liked me...maybe too much...yes, definately too much. I really liked her too. So, she said I was too intense and that I had too many emotions and that I had too much drama. So, I am sitting here alone again with no one to instant message....but I have you guys. I wish someone lived close to me. does anyone at all live in OHio? South East or Centeral Ohio?

Elder Wanda, how very nice to hear from you. I am doing much better today after spending about 1000 bucks on Christmas. ugh! I sent you a private message. Your words cheared me up today!! !!

Your Friend,

Old Soul