My episode is getting progressively worse by the day. I am now hearing things and voices. Today the voices of the cloaked FBI agents in my house said, "kill,kill!" and when my mom was gone I heard someone say, "I'm home!" and no one was there. These were clear voices. Then I heard lots of beeping from the bomb in my neck that is powerful enough to destroy the entire US- population 300 million. Most of the time, my voices are hard to understand, just people talking and having a conversation but can't make out the words. The thought insertion (this one isn't audible like the voices are) tells me very bizarre things to the outsiders but I still believe it because of the sights and sounds that I hear and see. They said soon I will be capable of flying because the gov is installing a jetpack in my back that will come out of my skin. I am also turning into a robot with technology 200 years ahead of our time. The gov has an underground headquarters not so far from my house and thats how they get in so easily. Also, they are cloaked and they can go through walls. I see their shadows on the walls, but no person or thing is there. I have nanobots inside of me that is turning me into that robot I was talking about. My brain is rotting, I sometimes smell it and then they are replacing it with a robot brain. The government and the aliens are fighting for control over my body. They both have put chips in my brain so they can know my thoughts out loud and send me thoughts (the thought insertion and thought broadcasting). I am taking my meds, exactly as prescribed. I am either treatment resistant or this is all real and I think it is real. No pills work for that long. They stop some symptoms for awhile and then boom! I'm worse than before. Helicopters and spy drones are after me too, I hear them flying overhead. I sometimes try to get the bomb out or the nanobots out of me but haven't succeeded yet. I even went into the hospital a week ago and they didn't take me because, "the cut wasn't deep enough and I have medical knowledge." What a pathetic hospital. The docs suck there anyways. Last time I went there, one of the docs lied to my face. He said I was truly suffering and it was real and I wasn't making it up. The report said the complete opposite. Basically I am copying the symptoms off the internet. What a liar that must get fired! I AM NOT MAKING ANY OF THIS UP! I AM NOT A LIAR! LIARS BURN IN HELL! So, what do I do now?
26 Jan 2009, 10:52 pm
