It SEEMS to belong here.
Anyway, you know what makes me happy? When people let me make my own decisions and treat me with respect. Like when I was suicidal and my boyfriend still left it up to me whether to go to the mental hospital or not. And once when we were there, and the person there told him it was his choice whether to commit me or not, he said it was my choice and left it up to me. And when the nurse from the mobile crisis team made sure I knew that this place she arranged for me to go to wasn't run like a hospital and it was my choice whether to go. Stuff like thst makes me happy. When I'm suicidsl and people try and make decisions for me because I'm "too suicidsl to decide for myself". thst just makes me more suicidal. Because the reason why I'm suicidal in the first place is not getting enough respect or having my decisions respected.
16 Feb 2009, 7:26 pm
