i don't know what to do anymore? :(

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Well, it's me again, i just can't win So, depression, lonliness, and anxiety keep creeping on up, i dont know what to do, i am going to psychiatrist ( if thats spelled right), all of my relatives are on the opposite coast of me, i have one freind whom i chat with online, and im almost crying in tears for that, and my life style in my house is like trying to teach "Trig to a one year old" it's driving me crazy, i can't make it into a school, can't socialize worth sh** ( ive tried so many different ways to learn, but nothing seems to work ). I can do only one thing in my life right now and thats to keep hauling all of this on my shoulders every day, my parents are trying the best they can, but they are only human and can only do so much, i've tried many different things, but nothing seems to work. Not to gloat, but im very creative and smart, so im trying to do " as my parents put it" " to many hazardous experiments", i mean it was liquid nitrogen, not that big of a deal My stomach is apperently try to destroy it's self, if you know what i mean, i may have said this before, and if i did i'm sorry, but does any body know what i should/could do to either cope or go about these issues, until some further mirecal happens.

Hi man, I've been in not one, but two huge depressions, anxiety attack and all that, and here I am, why? Because of the same thing that you write in your message, that if you are still living, it's because you _know_ that life IS worth living, that you _believe_ that there's something to live for, isn't it?

I suggest you to find it, find something that makes life worth living. Maybe it will take long to find it, but believe me, it's worth it. Try asking your closer people what they think you are good at, and the answers maybe will surprise you, to see if they see some talents that you have but are not aware of.
And try to have a better attitude towards life, I mean, we have difficult times, but we still get up (:

Dig deep inside yourself and find something you can rely on. Are there any tutors or learning aides at the school that can help guide you and give advice and encouragement? If making friends is difficult right now, find something or someplace that gives you peace of mind, a sanctuary where you can recollect your energy and thoughts.

If you want someone to chat with online, send me a PM.