I'm a bit confused?

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All my life I was told and taught that while families argue, they still love eachother the same if not more, and it's not that I don't love my family; I would take a bulllet for any of them! I just don't feel the same any more not that I want to move away it's just I don't feel the same passion as before, it's like there's someone else. ( to be honest it's a little creepy, I hope I'm going insane or dillusion) I don't know what context "someone else" is, and no I don't have a GF, to be honest I don't want one *** No offense to any girls out there, either way you could find someone better than me, I'm one of those huge guys not fat, but big upper body whom you think is like some sort of bada**, when in reality I'm like this ball of emotions, or so I have been told by my freinds *** I just feel like there's something missing, it really annoying because I can't take my mind off of it no matter what exersice I do, idk if any one else feels like this, or has and figured out what it was.

I just already have enough going on in my life and I don't need another unanwsered question if I can get rid of it?

For me what was always missing and I suppose still is, is a sense of purpose. A burning ambition which makes me feel part of the world instead of just an onlooker who doesn't know where to go and what to do. Your family may feel more 'involved' with the world and maybe you feel you have less to relate to with them. My life is filled with unanswered questions, take it from me don't dwell on them...

Well makes some sence, i was told by my pschiatrist that i lacked a feeling of purpose in life so that maybe it?

I think it is very good advice from what you have heard so far in finding a purpose in life. Though I have made contributions to this world in what may be small ways, I now feel like I have found a major purpose in my life---at 44 years old. For me, I have felt led to do a ministry of music with stories of hope and inspiration. I feel good with this ministry. I also have a wife (NT) and two sons (who may have AS---which would be because I have AS---the genetic link in my family). So I am trying to do my best at fathering and being a husband---challenging---but I am there for them. I have undergone therapy for fathering issues (and being a better husband). I have found it difficult to actively involve myself in my sons' needs such as play and homework.

So---do not get discouraged. Finding a purpose(s) in life should be a challenging and fun assignment for you. Find your talents (your interests) and see how you can contribute them in a positive way to humanity. I believe you should keep in touch with your psychiatrist in helping you plan this purpose(s).