Just wish people would leave me alone

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I’m not even asking for any friends or a girlfriend anymore, I just want people to leave me alone. That is apparently too much to ask for.

Everyday while I’m walking across campus to go to my classes, people always look at my flat affect and laugh at me. I’ve never done anything to hurt anyone, why would they laugh at me?

In geology class, my professor asked if anyone still hadn’t come up with a topic for our project. I raised my hand and admitted I still didn’t know what to do. He asked me what I do with my friends and I told him I didn’t have any. The whole class bursted out in laughter at my expense. He then asked what I do in my free time. I answered that I like to read books. Once again, the whole class bursted out in laughter.

I don’t understand why people can’t leave me alone. Like I said earlier, I’m not looking to become mister popular, I just want to be left alone and it isn’t happening. Okay, I understand the fact that I’m a freak. Being a freak is enough punishment, adding to it with the laughter and mocks is just adding fuel to my fire. I suppose if I admitted to my counselor or psychiatrist that I’m starting to get thoughts of anger and violence, then I will be the one that they will lock in a cage!

I wish I could lock myself into my room and never leave again! I hate my life, I hate myself, and I hate everyone else!

Actually, it's quite possible that they are laughing with you, not at you. Whenever I've said something stupid in front of a teacher, lecturer, or superior, other people have laughed because they thought I was being funny on purpose to mock the other guy. Just pretend that you're acting stupid on purpose, and you will soon acquire a reputation as a great wit.

And if it doesn't work, let them laugh! It's a free world, and they can laugh all they want. Why would you care? People don't matter; things matter.

Well im still 15, but even so i never liked those danm assignments to ask your freinds about something or what i do with them, if i wanted my teacher and the class to know i have no freinds i would stand up and let them know, otherwise i'd keep my mouth shut like i do. I never understude why they made those assignments, as for the laughter i dont know what to say, i actually look like the big Senior Bully at my school, and im only a freshman. I would just ignore them, let them gossip about there topics all they want, as long as you are continuing on with your life, it really dosent matter, besides they will be the ones who fail because there so caught up in there boring converse's.