Scared of Life and Changes

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SIGH!

I hate changes. I've mentoned that I've graudated college and now looking for a job.

You know, life is starting to scare me a bit and my self-confidence is backing off but I must keep strong.

Satire is kind of my thing but it can be dangerious when people don't have a sense of humor or the ability to see the truth in life.

I know that I must be rabbling on with no clear point to make, but my brain is kind of scrambled at the moment.


I'm just afriad of life and changes. I'm done with college, I'm looking for a job every single day non-stop, I've got some morans from eBay that aren't listening to me, Be moving on my own in September, I'll be going to take the driving test soon, etc.



If theres something I want to keep myself stable, it would be to meet my life partner.


Life is starting to change for me, change is hard for all of us Aspies. And trust me, this year is gonna be Change-O-Rama, but it's all for the best.


Sometimes I feel that there's always an angry mob after me because I'm a satirist but in reality, there's not really anyone after me at the present moment.

Ditto

i feel the same, im moving out this friday. ive fallen into my old routines and while i do want to move out, change is gonna be painful. but i'll get over it and fall back into my old routine of being a player for life you know what im saying?

You sound much better than last time, thanks for giving us the update.

It seems like I can't tell if life changes are good or crappy anymore.


Like I might get the job at the Public Access station that I help out with but at the same time, I would have to talk to the big boss about it and this big boss could have been the same person who called the police on me over my stupid suicide Aspie joke when my show was on their channel about 3 months ago.

I'm worried that will go agenst me getting a job over there but at the same time, no one is angry, the people at the public access station loved my show and understand now it was just a dark satirical joke done with animation making fun of my own Asperger's. The Big Boss I'm not sure, I've never meet her before.

So I'm kind of scared. I'm probably going to call tomarrow.

I think big changes are slowly starting to happen. It's scary.