I am at my cousins place. My sister is here too. About two hours ago they went outside to play basketball and now they came back in the house and my cousin brought his friend here. I immediately froze at my place. I am sitting on the bed with my laptop. I am very anxious, i am sweating. And won't make a sound. My cousin is now talking loud and playing a videgame. I decided to go home at this time, but now i can't because there is someone here i don't know.
I feel like i want to die right now. I HATE this situation and my social phobia!
Usually i am quite social with my sister and my cousin, but i won't make a sound when there is a stranger here. I heard that he is going to stay here for an hour. I WANTED TO GO HOME AT THIS TIME and now i am chained on this spot of anxiety. I feel like they are not respecting me and my phobia of people i don't know.
i hope that they wont start talking to me because i am afraid that i can't make a sound.