emp wrote:
TigerFire wrote:
Oleg wrote:
Wolfgurl, I am 24, but if you are interested in contacting me, my email is
[email protected] Sorry I got to her first. We've been emailing each other a lot. I know more about her than you do. I hope you find someone else.
I am sorry, but I find that wording to be offensive. You got to her first? She is not a prize that you win by getting to her first.
N.B.: No, I am NOT competing with you for wolfgurl's attention. I am not interested in her and will not be contacting her (and I am NOT saying there is anything wrong with her, she is probably perfectly nice, rather it is just a non-applicable situation). So do not get your knickers in a knot thinking I am trying to "steal" her from you.
Quit minding my personal business and I've been told to ignore you. How can I say this nicely, leave me the hell alone. The next time you feel the need to critize my posts ignore the urge. I'm not trying to offend anyone. To be bluntly honest to you I really don't care if you found it offensive. I'll love wolfgurl with all my heart. Please could you leave me alone? I really don't think you should mind my buisness. Ok I'm going a little over board with this but I find that everything that you post to me I find it offensive and a personal attack on me and my low self esteem. I've been hurt and got my heart broken four times over. I have been harrassed in school and used by so called friends. I've lost my trust in my parents and the only people I know to trust are my email buddies. They know more than you do about my self. One of them has been my email buddy since the last year of high school. She's been with me in the rough times and the good times. We have a close friendship but it'll never get into a relationship. Another friend I've met personally while I was liking and trying to start a relationship with my ex fiance. She's been with me since the break up and before I even met Brittany my ex fiance. I have no or no interaction with my own gender. I'm really uncomfortable being around my fellow males and once I got so freaked out with one of my contacts from a therapy clinc that not all the way there I felt really cornered and so I let him know that I'm not going. I don't care if everyone is reading this but they got to know whats going on. My church and my home is the only comfort zones I know to feel safe.
I really want to love wolfgirl with all that's left of my heart. I'm hopping that together we can get my heart back together and give me joy and in the process build a connection together. Maybe wanting to have relationships is an intreast of mine. I've learned all I know of having a relationship in Final Fantasy 8. You've got to play the game to know why I mimiced the behavoirs of the characters as my own. There are two types of Aspies one how talks a whole lot and has a hard time stopping and the other type is one that doesn't say much but mimics everyones behaviors and body lanuage. I'm a mimic and I don't care. I'm going to study more about my self as being an Aspie affected with OCD and Major Depression as well as an Anxiety Disorder. I don't care if I've spread that over this forum. I feel the need to tell everyone to I don't know make friends. I don't have much. Thank you for reading and have a great day.
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