I think as a teen I liked alcohol because it made me feel how everyone else looked to feel... (Comfortable with myself).
Saturdays when I was 16 to 17 years old. 17 to 19 years old I drank during Weekends nights. Then I drank every night between 20 and 21 and as water untill I was 22,
From age 22 to Eternal, not even one beer with any lasting pleasure. Just one beer usually leaves me with a splitting headache later on that night.
I had three beers in a night, two or three times in this last decade but it leaves me bedridden for a day and very ill the day after that every time. Hangovers from hell from drinking to a little tipsy feeling.
A Bit dealing with How I changed under the influence of alcohol:
[b]one thing that apparently impressed quite a few people.
( I ran at a friends moving car, rolled over the hood and landed with my arm resting in the drivers window sill ready to talk.
The next night when we arrived the people at the front rolled out the red carpet, talking about it and the first round on the house... No sh#t.)[/b]
One thing that apparently did not impress
(Saying offensive things candidly about people playing pool at a table adjacent to us until my friends were angry with me. It wasn't bothering me a bit when the players from the other table had come over a couple times telling my friends that they did'nt wan't to fight. This happened the very next night at the same bar as the pre. U-TUBE car roll.)
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One reason I stopped Drinking Cold at 22.
[i](Alcohol was killing my body. Dying Action. So a choice needed to be made.)
Now I drink too much coffee. I guess its my own AA, ah, it works for everything but anxiety.
bit of a catch 22 but Coffee tastes so good ill live on edge.
Stress saves lives right?
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