What are u doing right now? (apart from being on WP)

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Wishing that people who I care about wouldn't hurt themselves.

Having a little sample of Pearl Jam.

Thinking about the fact that people think it's ok to murder people with a similar neurotype to me because they're strange and difficult to live with.
Thinking about the fact that people will justify the murder of anyone for being different, and that this is wrong no matter what a person's neurotype is, and how similar or dissimilar it is to mine.
Thinking about the fact that the murderers get more sympathy than the children who are murdered.
Wondering what on earth is wrong with the world.


Also thinking about the fact that life is just going to be more of the same struggle, pain and difficulties; decades of it, but my self-pity pales when I think about what I wrote above.

Honestly, mentally torturing myself for nether being able to overcome various hurdles that others in the spectrum have been able to get beyond whereas, I'm still stuck..

Wondering which would be less painful- going to bed now, despite the fact that my thoughts are out to get me, and get a night of inadequate sleep, or keep distracting myself with the internet, and get no sleep.
Also thinking about collabaratively writing and performing a clarinet duet with one of the other clarinets in my orchestra. He is an absolute joy to work with (niceness + musical compatibility), so it would be fun.
I think I'll try to think about music.

Listening to one of my CDs.

Wishing that I could experience all of someone's pain so that he'd never have to be hurt by anything again.

I am facepalming bigtime. I'd double facepalm if I had two heads.

Humming. Today was a pretty good day for me.

Pondering what to have for my dinner

Finishing up my replies here on WP then off to get some exercise then, read some interesting books like the one one Asperger Syndrome..

pulled out old Great Mouse Detective vhs. oh, ratigan you silly rat.

Reading a book and looking up words in the dictionary that catch my attention, trying to ignore the muscle soreness and twinged nerve in my back after today's long bike ride.

Opening a new tab with Google Maps Street View for viewing every one of my local radio broadcast transmitter sites.

Waiting for supper. I love to eat, and it shows.

About to watch Ponyo!