courtesy of my dreams as well as other methods of divination, i believe i was most recently my own grandmother on my father's side. she died 4 years before i was born. i believe she was reborn so soon into my lifetime because she felt she left behind her oldest son [my late father] too soon and was worried about his welfare, so she came back to keep an eye on him via me. if it weren't for having to take care of me, he woulda gotten himself in lots of trouble, or at least a lot more trouble than he actually got himself into.
and before i was my own grandma, i was a prisoner in a spanish prison, and i worked in the flower garden outside. i saw my reflection in a mirror [in that lifetime, as relived through a dream] and i looked light-skinned but with dark kinky hair and a dark mustache. i was short and muscular, and looked like a pale migrant worker. i had coal-black eyes that expressed toughness.
before that lifetime i was a fair and tall rake of a playboy who did a lot of travelling by boat, and i committed suicide in that lifetime by jumping overboard an ocean vessel, over some short-sighted sadness concerning unrequitted love. i have paid for that lifetime to the present day.