Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Just when things were going alright, the other site I'm on stops working on me!! ! I don't think I'm the only one, at least i hope not, but I have to go to bed soon and feel that I can't until it's reseolved (I repeorted it).

Everything.

....If only I was dead.

It's Saturday! What a miserable day.

Seeing a friend of mine getting attacked in The Haven. Grrrrr.

Moving, yuck...

I didn't finish Project B of my computers assignment that was due today because there was something wrong with the file I was supposed to download on to my computer. Shame on me for leaving it to the last minute.

I think I have to say the moment I slipped in the stairs. It hurt, so much..

I am starting to build x-mas presents and I cant remember how to build vacuum tube amplifier.
I'm so upset I cant remember how Ive made at lest 25 of them over the years.

I had been resurrecting my old truck that I had put out to pasture in my back yard as of late. I was doing it at a leisurely pace until I realized 2 days ago that the transmission in my Metro is on death's door so I would have to hurry it up. I thought I had finally fixed all of the problems and was ready to use it only to find an engine management issue. Now I guess I'll have another problem to chase and I hope I don't run out of luck with the Metro and have it leave me stranded!

A message I sent a few days ago to a friend hasn't been replied to. I hope everything's okay with her.

I finished a puzzle today, and you would not think that this would make me unhappy but when I got a look at all the pieces together it did.
Nobody likes being played for a Fool. Now I have to figure out what to do about it. (sigh)

My ears. It hurts too much to even irrigate out the cleaning solution

so i put my nominations in for the student union elections and they spell my psudonymn wrong and they use my actual last name. WTF?! i changed it for security reasons and also because im now using my mothers last name and they cant effing get it right?! they do not even look the same. and it's my last name that is a worry since my mother knows how to use google and last time she did and it was awkward. if you google my last name together with my uni i come up and so does all my political activity and, by association, my sexuality. why cant anything go right? and why do they find ethnic names so fracking hard to spell. it isnt even a complex one. you can sound it out and guess what the letters are. there is no "t" anywhere in my name. nowhere. grrr. and all of the sounds have loose equivalents in the english language. it is not that bloody hard.

oh and still behind on essays and still cant focus.

im waaay more behind than i thought. i have to do 5000 not 4500 words fot his friday. fml.

what really made me unhappy today was my experience postering in rockdale. im putting up posters and within 5minutes some horrid racist or homophobic white lady screams at me DON'T PUT ANYMORE UP I'VE CALLED THE POLICE DON'T PUT ANYMORE UP! and i'm like wtf inside but outside i inform her it is not illegal for me to poster and i was thinking that if she has such a problem with its legallity why does she not stop corporate posterers? she's probably just one of those people who thinks that just because she disapproves of it it must be illegal. i didnt know if she had actually called the cops or not so i left and walked to the next suburb instead of catching the train because i couldn't because she was there. i felt very ill because i was walking in the hot sun, i was dehydrated and had eaten bad food and my tummy hurt so it was not fun. it made me fall behind schedule. i caught a bus that would take me near my home and we passed the place where i postered and she had ripped almost all of them down and you could tell she was just a bigot by the way she'd ripped them down- bigots rip the centre and leave the rest, people who care about cleanliness remove all of it. there were police hanging around. not sure if it was a coincidence. but seriously who calls the police about posters? like really? christ i hope she didnt use 000.

I have to have a PET scan on Tuesday and I'm staring to worry about it. I'm claustrophobic. At least until it's over and I have a bit of time to recover I'm more worried about the test itself than any results the test might have.

I posted on here before about getting a colposcopy. I have cervical cancer. The PET scan will be to see if it spread or not. If it didn't I need a radical hysterectomy (I never wanted kids and will be relieved to never have a period again). If it did probably radiation. They think it doesn't look like an aggressive type and it probably didn't spread.

I have Medicaid now but I have to go to a hospital in another city which sucks because I don't have anyone to drive me and the cab is $30 each way. When I first got sent there I was told Medicaid paid for cabs but I don't know if they do any more. The person that helped me get Medicaid is looking into getting me transportation but for now I have to pay for my own cabs.

Dwelling on my job situation. It hasn't bee that long since I've started applying but I ust get a unjustified feeling that no-one will get back to me, even for one of the lesser positions I applied for.