I'm genderfluid, more masculine than the female body I'm in, sometimes genderless.
I was wondering, why is there only a sticky for men?
As for manliness... none of the genders are easy to describe for me unless I revert to gender roles.
When I wake up "as a guy", my body is more interesting to me. I feel like a tall person trapped in a short person's one and my breasts are... well, pretty awesome to see. My voice either seems too high if it's not paying attention or goes gruff. More likely to want to wear the "masculine" clothes. *shrugs* I don't know how you define any of them except the various ways I have felt. I think I get a little more competitive. Probably more likely to stand up for myself as I don't feel as tiny.
I shaved my head due to depression as the hair was clumping but now I really want to bind my breasts back on masculine days so I can try to pass better. I'd say my desire for a true and functioning penis is stronger on those days, in part because I want my sexual organ inside a woman; to me that would feel more true to myself and I'm homoflexible (more into women). The women love never changes though, all through the genders it stays.
My interests are more traditionally boy/man ones: horror, fantasy, science fiction, table top, card games, LARP, serial killers, grisly stuff. I know chicks are into these too but they're "not supposed to be".
If I were a dude I'd probably look like the lead singer from Linkin Park. I'm not sure why I think that.
Waiting on specialist assessment to diagnose and while I do seem to fit a lot with the biological female leaning traits, I also seem to mix with the male ones more than some other female aspies. Not maths though - I think I have dyscalculia. Which annoys the absolute hell out of me because it basically blocks off most of the sciences.
I am genuinely confused with how people connect with their sex or stationary gender. I'm not accepting of the norms and sometimes I wake up as a genderless alien. I don't understand them.
Today is a... mixed day leaning more masculine. Masculine days sometimes come with more of the aggressive negative emotions rather than the neurotic negative emotions and I'm definitely feeling a strong anger towards a particular subject (not in here). 'Course I can be angry on any gender day. Just this feels like masculine day anger.
Not going to pollute the chat any more. Wanted to post this. Kinda still disappointed there's not a woman's sticky. Actually, it would be cool if it were masculine/feminine. I'm not saying you should change it, just that it would include more folk.
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Let's simply agree to disagree.
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