Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I am hot and tired in this heat.

Someone on YouTube called me an idiot because a few months ago I mistakenly said it was 1914 instead of 2014 (when it was still the year 2014). After I corrected my mistake, I blocked them. It was like, yeah thanks for pointing out my mistake, because obviously you never make any, and that's why you're brilliant and I'm the idiot, so have a nice life.

I'm a bit annoyed that my phone didn't receive the emails that my sisters sent me last night and this morning until I opened the inbox manually just now (now it's past 5pm here). Usually new emails are pushed to my phone as soon as they are sent to my email address. Although it's no big deal (we were just talking about pineapples, pets, mango and lemon cookies etc), it annoys me as I could've responded earlier when I was doing nothing.

My money situation.

Someone on YouTube said to me, "Shut your w***e mouth, fur f**" because I called them a troll for using the word autist. I blocked them so how are they still able to reply to my comments?

Also some people seem on YT to think, wrongly, that I am a furrie because my avatar is a cartoon wolf which I drew myself. But I'm not changing it.

Nothing

being woken up at like ten in the morning

feeling like crap

somewhat despairing, as usual

The one thing that made me morose today is the fact that I'm broke and miss my girlfriend.

It's a Monday.

According to something I just read off the Weather Network, chlorine is not the real reason people's eyes get red after swimming in a pool. It's from bacteria and people urinating in the water!

Well, I don't know if that's really true, but I did read elsewhere that bacteria is becoming more resistant to chlorine and that you can get nasty stomach viruses from swimming in pools and lakes. Well, I'll probably be lucky if I even get to swim this summer. Too far from a beach and the public pool that's nearby now closes for the summer, and my parents swimming pool got damaged from all the snow this winter. They're replacing it but it probably won't be ready until the season's half over. And I don't enjoy swimming nearly as much as when I was a kid. Wonder if that just naturally happens with age since when my nephew was younger he loved to swim but he's almost an adult now and doesn't do it as much.

My sleep schedule is all goofed up.

My Aunt is telling people that I'm going to sell my moms house and take her money. All I did was become my moms Power of Attorney and now she thinks I'm going to do something bad toward my mother. I really don't understand her thinking. I did it because my mom is ill and needs help with her finances. My mom trust me to take care of things for her and help her make good decisions. Why is it that some people are paranoid all the time?

^ I think that's what she would do if she were your mother's power of attorney. She's just projecting her own thinking onto you. And she probably wants to somehow benefit from your mother's house. It's her greed that's making her say that.

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What made me unhappy today: It's really cold.

I have to go to a funeral next week. A workmate's dad died. I'm worried he's gonna quit and move away because he doesn't have much family left in the area anymore. I wish I could connect with him but you know how that goes with me.. I'm surprised he even wants me to come next week.

when there's false sentiment in the opening phrase, you're under persecution, again

i can never explain, when I try, ppl get so confused they rather attack me
[i don't know it's possibly how i talk that makes them think i must be wrong?
(ex,i couldn't do the hay because it was raining, when i say that it gets instantly dismissed as nonsense, so the 95yo decides my rights are invalid because i didn't hay while it was raining and everybody agrees on that!)]
while I have always that geriatric multiheaded-dragon of chaotic emotionalchantagingblame to fight

when I've found a solution for everyone there pops up another blamehead,
why ???
I don't want to do this

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