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JakeASD
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30 Dec 2015, 4:20 pm

I am questioning the meaning of everything....again.

I seem to be bereft of all emotion and I continue to have a complete lack of ambition.

I do not desire to be rich or even financially secure.

I do not desire intimate relationships, for I am an asexual. Nor do I desire any other type of relationship with anyone.

I do not desire to be "happy", for I do not believe in the notion of happiness.

My life just feels like a sequence of futile events, in which my interactions with other humans are devoid of authenticity.


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30 Dec 2015, 4:34 pm

I had to put the doona back on the bed.
What's up with this chilly weather in December?


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30 Dec 2015, 4:39 pm

coffee and doona ts


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30 Dec 2015, 4:59 pm

Constantly creating chaos around me. I'm being sarcastic in that remark


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31 Dec 2015, 1:46 am

coffee and icecream


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31 Dec 2015, 3:34 am

Work :|



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31 Dec 2015, 10:45 am

A couple of days before Christmas I saw a PSA for the Shriner's, where little kids without limbs are able to do things like play the piano or tie their own shoes and talk about how instead of it being a huge burden they are living happy, normal lives.

So why shouldn't it be that way for autistic people? Most of us have all our limbs, I'm assuming, so instead of feeling sorry for ourselves and like the whole world hates us, we should be focusing on how we can live decent lives and accepting this as a way to live? Just saying.

Even so, I was maybe 9 or 10 when I finally learned to tie my own shoes.



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31 Dec 2015, 11:05 am

It's strange how fish and chips go well together.


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31 Dec 2015, 2:50 pm

It's been three weeks and I suppose I should wash my hair.
But I don't want to.
The thought of that creepy feeling when the water touches my scalp...
What is wrong with me??
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31 Dec 2015, 2:53 pm

^^^I still can't tie my shoelaces that well, and I'm seventeen!
^I have problems with hair washing too [mainly because my hair is thick].


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31 Dec 2015, 2:55 pm

I hate the fireworks. They're too overloading. Besides, I hate the chair and table I'm sitting on/at right now. The chair is too high for me yet too low for the table.



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31 Dec 2015, 3:09 pm

Sometimes I think it would be easier to shave all my hair off.
I could get a wig to wear when I go out.


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31 Dec 2015, 3:12 pm

^Sometimes I think that, too, but then my head would be cold in the winter time.


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31 Dec 2015, 3:14 pm

I have some nice beanies.


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31 Dec 2015, 3:21 pm

A lot of the dvd box sets that I own have been shot in and around the places where I have lived.


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31 Dec 2015, 3:49 pm

Whether it's worth finding out what happens if I ask Cortana a question (Windows 10).