Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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hot weather 4 days longs

I am tired today.

I didn't do anything.

nothing.

Woke up at 5 in the morning, couldn't fall back asleep.

Also, turns out I left the lights on. Allll night.
My mom's gonna be mad.

I was just watching a video that showed a list of things that make people automatically really hate you. One of them is telling people stories that they find very boring and you don't just shut up or even notice when they fall asleep, something most people on the spectrum are guilty of. Another is sharing stories or posting pictures of yourself having a good time on Facebook, because that makes people jealous. So what I should only post about the times I've been miserable? I have plenty of that to post.

Sometimes I wonder if even posting on WP about positive experiences I've had will make other people jealous and hate me. Of course I shouldn't care because that's very immature and such people are not worth worrying about. Unless they want to kill you out of jealousy.

burp.

croak.

braappp.

I can't see my friends for a few days.

nothing.

I just woke up and there are itchy red bumps on my skin, mostly on my back, but there are someone my hands and even one on my left finger. Yesterday I had a headache but I thought that was just from sleeping too much. It couldn't be chicken pox, I had that when I was still a kid. Is it an allergic reaction or some other disease. Is it Zika?? I don't recall being bitten by any mosquitoes. Oh god.

I had an awful sore throat and a cold only about three weeks ago and now this.

I left my keys in my bedroom again.

Okay, I don't think it's Zika. Maybe the itchy bumps on my body are hot tub rash, from the whirlpool tub I used while at the hotel early this week. I know about the possible health hazards but big tubs full of warm swishy water are so enticing, especially when you're chilly from swimming in the pool. Maybe I can sue the hotel.

Well whatever it is, it can't be too serious if I can get out of bed and use my computer. And eat normally. And don't feel really sick.

Someone I considered a friend turned out to be another piece of s**t.

Couldn't fall asleep.

Been having meltdowns all day today.

And I'm sick.

I'm hungry.

I'm exhausted.

I feel depressed.

I feel like total sh*t. Like a f**king pile of poop on the floor.

I wanna stop crying, but I can't f**cking stop.

It feels like the world is gonna end.

My mom sent me to my room, and now I'm crying. Alone. Nobody will talk to me.

I need to eat, but I can't f**king eat. I can't do anything.

I don't know what to do.

in my world, very little beats a good ol' bike ride in the evening hours, luv.

nothing.