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.. When the victim accuses the survivor. Or when the survivor calls the victim weak.
When the hopeless keeps failing, and the needy just sits there and beg. When the latter wants the former to leave because 'he's hogging all the help'.
When those who failed a few times accused the successful as 'lucky', no matter how many times the successful had failed and struggled before.
When the demanding refuses to grow, bashing at those who are challenged whenever the challenged challenges himself for growth and coping.


If such happens on grand scale, I wouldn't intervene. Even if it breaks my heart, I will only watch.
I will not pray for a change. I will not hope for things to end. I will only wait.

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Why did the price of 98 ULP jump up by 15c/L since the last time I filled up this time a week go?

It's frustrating, that sometimes you don't know how to help people. And you can't always help people. And sometimes, it's not even your business.

I sometimes wish that the world could be free of pain, but I don't know if that would be a good thing. I don't even think it would be possible.
...It isn't.

Hmm... nothing is perfect. People everywhere are unhappy, maybe you cannot always do things to alleviate that unhappiness, but you can try.

I try. Not sure if that's been helping though. I feel like a broken record, I don't have any words of support to offer, I have very little life experience, I don't really know what to say..

But I don't know if it's helping?
Hmm.. but one can try, I suppose.. Trying is good. Trying is better than nothing.

Lillikoi, your neither a broken record and trying is of an honorable nature, as not doing a single damned thing is worse.

What's on my mind is a friend who had court today. How I am struggling with being an Aspie. I'm an alcoholic. There sure are alot of mountains to be moved and waters to be parted. But I know God can do it.

I feel like I'm nothing but an annoying rodent to WP, and that I'm the weird one, even among other aspies.

I found a way to be popular

None of my time seems to belong to me anymore, and I'm trying to work out if I've done that on purpose. I think I have; surrendered my own choices for obligations and so on, because I have a nagging feeling I can't trust myself to make my own decisions. All the same I value independence, but do I really have it anymore? I had a whole morning all to myself today and I didn't mess it up. Why don't I have more time like that for my own choices?...

I getting killed bad in Ocarina of Time's Spirit Temple. Why I have no idea, this game should be easy for me. Maybe I actually suck as a gamer

Today was actually a good day. I got a lot done. Wrote two English poems, did some Biology and math actually made sense to me. I also vacuumed and cleaned three rooms, including my bedroom. I feel abnormally hyper, but I kind of love it. Thanks, Dunkin' Donuts!

Midnightstar and Lillikoi are both beautiful beings and I care about them very much!