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Johnny Cash

I'm being a good girl and I won't complain and only cry alone.

My mom brought home delicious food. I can't wait for all of this yummy Chinese food and Mongolian beef.

By the way I have some Mongolian heritage. Not a lot but enough to where my Mom has told me. I still don't think I qualify as biracial.

I just visited a Dutch autism forum, only to find out I had been IP-banned permanently. Turned out I was using the institution Wifi and probably someone else using that IP had been banned, because when I logged on through a mobile connection, I was fine. I was removed from another autism forum (for having lost my official diagnosis), so I panicked a bit, thinking someone had complained that a "faker" was on there.

I know what a Meeligan is now!

They are spider-like creatures, and they have big tongues to lick... somethin' (:shrug:) off of trees.

^
But then how can Meeligan legs be scrumptious?
They're insects!

I am trying so hard, and for what?

I keep on adding stuff to any conversation or written post that doesn't apply. Typical Aspie stupid mistake. Or the "young professor" thing, only, I'm not young anymore. Sigh.

Hope your day goes better, fellow ASDers.

I need to change that Avatar, the joke is over.

I am a hungry kitty. Mew.

I recall one time back in high school gym class one of the kids from special ed (can't remember how I came to the conclusion of that, maybe I overheard someone saying he was in special ed) was lumped in with the rest of us, and from a bit of observation from a distance I couldn't help but note that he had a few of the same mannerisms that I did. Sometimes I wonder if that was life trying to tell me something back then (and maybe still trying to now), or if it was nothing but simple happenstance.

My dad was larking around earlier on and demonstrated his 'impression' of John Christie (serial killer) to my mum, our cat Bella took one look at him from her seat and bolted behind the curtain.

I keep wandering around hoping to find what I'm missing -- that intangible piece of the puzzle. Problem is that I'm not actually taking the steps I should be and talking to the people that could actually give me the answers I seek, and every time I even attempt to look into it something halts me and has me quickly doubling back. It's as if there's some line there I should not be crossing. I recall the conversation I had with the one friend I turned to about all of this and she said that everyone she had come across she noted a distinct difference from "normal" people and it was like that with others towards her, and it was not a vibe she got from me, so maybe that alone should suffice, but I don't know and at this point I just sound like a broken record.

Gaaaaahhhhh!! !! !! Why all of these constant problems over something which should be simple!

My early stories were kind of disturbing.