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I think I'm going to call it quits.
I'm trying to focus on being well and concentrate on living.
I want to be happy and positive.
I can't come here day after day and read about DEATH! DEATH! DEATH! And how people think they're pieces of s**t.
I don't want to be told I'm making people feel suicial.
I don't want to hear "it's not all about you."
I don't want to be walking on eggshells and ending up crying every day because I get caught up in all of these emotions.
I don't want to be scared of saying things because they might be taken the wrong way.
It all hurts me too much.
It will also hurt to leave but I guess I will get over it.
Other people probably need to talk here more than me.
I know I can't do anything to help.
I've tried, and that's another thing that hurts me - that I couldn't help.

I'm going to go off and do some things away from WP.
I don't really know what yet.
Something will come to me.
I wish you all hope and healing.

Anyway, I just want to say I've enjoyed my time here immensely and I love you all.

Raleigh.

It would be good if you took ownership of your thread again Raleigh so that you and others can interact in the way you like rather than feel that you have to keep reacting or walking on eggshells; dcj123 could you please limit the death and hopelessness posts to your own thread in The Haven at this stage; it seems to have come to dominate Raleigh's thread over recent weeks.

Hey Froya,

It's Friday!
That means cider,
And partying
AND YOUR NEW APARTMENT!! !


Posting this now in case I miss you, in the meantime:

Show your love to Froya here, people.

Thank you so much Rachel!

I don't know if I can handle a thread like that...

It might turn out to be short lived, if so that's ok Your intention warms my heart



I felt pain inside me when I read your post Raleigh, but I understand. It's important to set boundaries and protect yourself. I wish you the best of luck and hope life brings you much joy and a wedding

I will miss you

Love you

The move went fine, apart from the outer plastic on the microwave door broke. It doesn't matter though, it still works

This is how it looks at the moment. The cider is the green thing that's on my table

I'm over halfway with the unpacking. I don't know why I thought it would take weeks

Everything is going good so far, apart from when I plugged in the vaccumcleaner the fuse went So I had to turn of the light in the livingroom to vaccum

I was actually thinking of avoiding this thread for awhile. Dcj was seriously affecting me--I wasn't eating or drinking right, I stared at the computer all day, negativity kept creeping in...

I tried to show my love to Froya but she said she would report me if I sent any more of those dirty pictures.

You driven Raleigh away you negative nincompoops, I hope you are all happy now.
Wait, you'd still be unhappy you depressive weirdo autistics.

Hiding inside one of Froya's boxes, I wish I'd worn something more sensible than crotchless leather lederhosen.

Love to you all.

Except DCJ who refuses to be loved and pretends we all hate him.

You get a man hug D.

dcj, please don't get too upset by the posts saying folks are overwhelmed by what you've been through. it just goes to show how very much you are dealing with - people can't even handle hearing about it, much less being you. it doesn't mean you are bad in any way. maybe you just could be more selective about where and when you share now that you know it's not only (extremely) tough for you, but also for others to hear about. that explains some of the negative reactions you've gotten in the past in real life, too. people just don't know how to deal with so much hurt.

Everything I've been through completely pales in comparison to Dcj's past. It makes me feel weak.

Is it bad to call oneself nasty names?