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Thanks for the pen; it meant a lot to me; the psych ward staff probably wouldn't have given me one because they confiscated my pens and keys and pills when I came in... thanks for beckoning me over to you and giving me the pen without me even asking; it meant so much to me. I needed to write my feelings.

you've been gone for 2 wonderful months and 7 beautiful days. Soon you will be back. I haven't missed you in the least, and wish you stayed away for a much longer time.
The TV is off all the time when no one is watching anything. We haven't had a single effing fly inside all summer (it sure helps that the over sized baby isn't home to throw open all windows, eat on the veranda and have a trash bag out there). The atmosphere is so much better without you. There is no battle for the space, just cooperation. There is no one sitting with a video game, cell phone or laptop cursing his head off every other minute. Things are good and quiet.
I wish you weren't on the way home.

Dear Jackie,
I can't BELIEVE you pulled that project from under my feet at the last minute. Despite having discussed it twice in email with you, I still feel seriously hurt, angry and upset at you. I feel that you've taken my willingness, passion, and hard work for granted. I can't bring it up again cos then you'll probably start to get annoyed. Goddammit, I have to balance my resentment with your potential resentment. Oh the minefield of relationships, not saying what we always f-n think, and always having to be nice and care about others' feelings when we ourselves are suffering so deeply inside. Argh. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to move past this, I feel like I shouldn't have to. But our friendship will probably never be the same. It will always be sitting in the back of my mind. Sigh.