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In the order they occurred:

1. My grandfather vanishing for eight years in exile / reclusion.
2. Ending my friendship with my best friend CDW.
3. My grandfather's suicide, on my 16th birthday.
4. My father's illness, suffering and mistreatment.
5. My father's death.
6. Multiple surgeries, involving medical malpractice.
7. The years 2002-2009 (CPTSD).
8. Prosecuting in court, regarding #7.
9. Dealing with CPTSD after 2009.
0. Having a stroke; needing over a year of rehab to walk or read again.

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Wow, that's a lot to go through, Isabella!

The saddest event was my mother's death in 2011.

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I won't list ten, in the first place because I think the question is inappropriately personal, and in the second place because I probably couldn't anyway. Being chased home from a convenience store at age eight by a gang of thugs cast a shadow over the next three or four years of my childhood.

Do you wear earplugs?

My trials cannot compare with yours, Isabella, but I can sympathize with some (the court battle, the PTSD).

Earplugs: often.

Do you meditate?

The Rosary Prayer can be considered a form of meditation. I try to do it daily, in Latin, but I find the rhythm messes up my breathing, so that I now do it mentally, albeit with the beads and in the correct order.

What BMI do you think looks best - on men, and women, respectively?

Honestly, as long as it's healthy, it doesn't matter. If anything, there are some BMIs that are considered a bit too high that are still fine. Just as long as it's not way too excessive. On the other end, anything below the range is too much deprivation.

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From the above chart, I'd say 26 for men and 28 for women.

Do you own a bicycle?

No I do not.

If you do not own a car, do you walk, bike, or use public transportation to get to and from wherever you go?

Walking and public transportation more critically are what I depend on. I can barely bike, much less for active transportation/travelling.

I were committed to permanently disengaging from this website would you know who to contact to close your account?.

Yes.

Have you ever been a forum moderator?

No

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No forum moderator

Bus

No bike

Bmi doesn't mean much. Ten percent fat on men and 15 percent fat woman

Worst things:

assault

homophobia, mister redelings

breasts and period

Hui hua wu

structural engineering

SAT pressure

evicted

fired

ghosted, social verbal ostracized
















What did your doctor or psychologist try to pressure you to do? We're they successful?

Medicine
For a little while

Do you battle suicidal thoughts?

Yes, although not as much now that I've decided I'm not going to do it for as long as my parents are alive because of the effect it would have on them. If I'm still here when they're gone, though, if I'm still suicidal, I've told myself I can go ahead and do it.

What is something that makes you happy?

idk, what makes me happy?
what's happy? everything you like will be taken away, hushhush

idk, there's not even such a thing as "my" doctor
(ah wait, the gynaco after the smear-test without warning grabbed under my "blouse", shock, then send me for the mammo's departement
wait, that was an elaborated torture construct, in the flatning machine, six times because it wasn't clear, the intern was
friendly though but the doctor blamed, and other nasty comments, me for being hurt six times,
then i was told i had to pay because i was under the reimboursement age
then the gyneco (with the eyepatch, scorned me for crying about his suggested cancer) and wanted punction to see

then i f*****g never went back, i had a year of breastpain, but im still here
anyway, in this system you're just a moneymaking pawn for the gdp

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My son
Though right now I'm not sure what's gonna happen to get him back.

I'm battling suicidal thoughts right now.

I can't even find a good shelter at the moment.

Do you ever feel left out? (of anything)