I dreamed that I had been dating my ex for the past twenty years (in reality we broke up in 2002 but we are still very good friends). He's gay, but in the dream he wasn't gay. In the dream we were together dating continuously from the 1990's until now, but then he abruptly left me for another woman.
I was devastated and trying to get psychological counselling from my trauma therapist but I couldn't, because of Coronavirus. I was on waitlists to speak to new therapists I'd never met before, who were willing to do telephone counselling. I finally got in touch with two female counsellors who were so upset about my situation they both started to cry over the phone. My (ex) bf was there and trying to help me stop crying, but I was so hurt I couldn't hear his words -- only my tears. This was a two part dream. I woke for about an hour and when I went back to sleep the dream continued, but I can't remember the second part at all. I know it didn't have a happy ending.
I think the dream happened because I posted Queen's "Love of My Life" before falling asleep.
It's weird because I didn't post it with him in mind at all, but somehow he was in my subconscious.
viewtopic.php?f=6&t=304356#p8492716A possible meaning seems kinda obvious. That his coming out was kinda "the same thing" emotionally, as leaving your for another woman.