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I was up all night cleaning for my party but barely got anything done, then slept about 2 hours and just woke up with signs of appendicitis.

Guests expected in eight hours.

I only have around 121 dollars left in my bank account. Which might be enough to cover groceries for next week if I skip buying a few food products I don't really need.

My mom got me a new and very expensive computer for Christmas this year, so I can't just ask her for extra money to help me get through the month. She already gave me fifty dollars the other week as a "Christmas bonus", which I put away for groceries.

Having dyscalculia sucks. Not only is it hard for me to figure out how much weekly groceries will cost more than ever because of rising prices, the taxes put on many items aren't even included on the prices. I tried using a calculator, but I kept messing up just trying to add up the long list of numbers. And when you order anything online, the cost of shipping is often more than the item itself.

The world has become a giant puke pit.

I’m feeling a lot better thanks. It was two years ago today (actually tomorrow) that I had a similar pain in my lower right back and the pain got so bad my BP spiked and I had my second stroke. Turned out it was my kidney that time and I had surgery for it but they said it could happen again. That’s why I got scared today but it was more in the front right. Thank goodness it subsided but it was pretty bad for a few hours.

ER waits can be up to 72 hours on a stretcher in the hallway so I wasn’t looking forward to that at all!

I’m sorry to hear about your mum’s close call but it’s good they caught it. My daughter was the same way with her appendix. She has a history of ovarian torsion and they kept saying that’s what it was.

Anyhoo I’m alive, and my little soirée is still happening tonight but it will be low key and I have lots of hands on deck to help me get ready.

Thanks for checking in.

An hour out of my apartment that turned into a nightmare. Gossip, creeps and expectations. The only good that came out of it, is that I got to talk to a hippie.

Hugs back. ^


I'm unhappy because of phone updates. I suppose it happened overnight but I didn't do it on purpose. Suddenly my background photo (wallpaper?) is gone and I can't get it back. It's asking me 50 million questions every time I try to do anything, and suddenly my daughter's best friend's face is all over everywhere because she's now part of my "family" ??? I can't delete her but it seems more like it's her phone than mine, with her payment info and photos and contacts and subscriptions everywhere? How do I get rid of her? I didn't add her, so I don't have a "remove" feature.

My friends dad deadnamed me today despite my friend never using my deadname around him. I'm pretty sure the manager that I hate was talking about me to him and used it. I'm honestly really upset because I don't want a manager talking about me to people I barely know and making them know what my deadname is for no reason.

same old,
im always on the forgiving feet, and then get the revengefull treatement
how stupid can one be?
otoh i can't be revengefull, even if i would-could, i would forget that immediately in the event/interaction

and possibly im too lazy for all that
(and also too lazy to put up a persona i can pretend-play to be)(too stupid is the general conclusion i suspect, ppl put enormous importance on this, and your lack of a lot of effort of keeping up with keeping up, is deplorable, solliciting punishment as it were)

Lots to do.

My mother is gaslighting me again.
I suppose I'm useless as tits on a bull, like she said when I was 12.

My mom exaggerating about the bathroom sink not being clean enough.

She told me off for not keeping it clean the way she always wants it, so I obliged.

feel like yesterday's dookie today.

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo cold, it is 43 degrees, it is going to be 39 later