Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Anxiety

Fathers' Day.
It's pretty triggery.



My dad died years ago, and I miss him a lot.
Fathers' Day used to be a big deal for us.

My kids' father is an ahole and never acted as a dad.
They're estranged except when he stalks my daughter.

MR's father was an abusive POS.
He's still in therapy about his childhood.
His late wife couldn't have kids so that makes him sad too.

My brother never got to have biological kids.
He wanted them desperately.

I'm taking flowers to my dad's grave.
Then I'll treat the kids and MR to a big supper.
Takeaway will be nice.

Heat

another bad thing, the book I bought, the seller cancelled the order because it got sold elsewhere, despite me buying it first! I really wanted it and I haven't even started my music project that I need done by tonight.

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I’m turning 40 on the 20th and everything feels wrong. I’m not where I want to be at all. I wish I could get a do over for the past 16 years of my life or at least figure certain things out.

You can't change the past and the present is what it is.

But we like you as you are.

And your future is up to you. (I hope you find a future you like!)

Back pain from trying to lift pallets

Ass holes next door playing loud music and I want to sleep. Those idiots don't care about anyone else besides themselves s**t

My bluetooth headphones didn't work for almost two hours.
I thought I was gonna FTFO.

snails, or more so .....slugs

more
typical, nb mowing right in the corner before my house, and loudly cussing, also typical
how not to think its about you
oh he's gone, a technical problem i guess, he'll be back
ah the cussing propulsion

Anxiety.

Thanks!

please understand its her birthday on the 2öth