Moog wrote:
Blindspot149 wrote:
My hair is terminally boring; it was never quite the right kind of hair to do anything with, not even a 'brush back' (which at school I naively thought would have been socially redeeming for me)
Like mine. It's the right kind to shave off once a week
It's funny but when I was young I really envied my friends hair, it was kinda spiked. I thought it was so cool and that if I could have hair like that all my problems would be over
And to get back to the topic; I don't think I'm average at anything. I'm either way over average, or well under, nothing inbetween.
We seem to understand each other.
I tried smoking for a few months when I was 14, in an effort to be 'cool' and 'fit in'. Despite being Autisitc it was clear to me that smoking made me look (and feel) ridiculous......(one of the few times that I actually saw myself as I REALLY was)
Of course now that I know I have AS, I obviously ALREADY was considered ridiculous to the NTz at school (even before the aborted smoking mission)...........ironically my ridiculous attempt at smoking MIGHT have been the ONE thing that I did that the NTz DIDN'T find ridiculous about me
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Now then, tell me. What did Miggs say to you? Multiple Miggs in the next cell. He hissed at you. What did he say?