I have smoked on and off over the 24 years since had first cigarette. I stopped 3 years ago after reading The Sceptical Ecologist, and Michael Crichtons book " Fear", when realised for first time that i was more likely to die prematurely from smoking than from catastrophic climate change ( tho i still love the film "The Day After Tomorrow"! ).
I started smoking cigarettes occasionally aged 20 because bought them to make spliffs with, and began serious smoking habit the day i graduated from university. I was an adult!! It was scary!
I smoked a lot for 2 years, stopped for 6 months, started again, stopped again etc. Was def a stop-start smoker, for years. Only smoked for 4 out of the last ten years. When i did smoke in those 10 years i rarely smoked more than 5-8 rollies a day. But when first started i smoked easily a pack a day.
Smoking at one time was def an aspie prop because it was how i met the people i generally got on with at bigger gatherings. When i stopped i would find myself with the ordinaries. The nicey normals, the borings. That is how it seemed to me.
It was something to stim with, something to stare at other than peoples eyes. It was very handy.
It has been a long journey to giving up.
I suspect I eventually managed it not only because had had the fear-bubble blown up but also because i had begun to accept "me" in my real socially-non-clicking self, and the realisation that however many cigarettes i smoked wasn't going to change that.
So i was wondering how much aspies smoke, and why, and about stopping etc? ? ?
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