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Maybe I'll have cocoa instead.

that's the spirit [sorta, as chocolate obviously is not a spirit ]

if a toddler got hit by a fast car and died, everyone would feel sad even the most evil heartless people, everyone except your god "obviously", because he is the only who could stop that if he wanted to but he didn't.

Dyspraxia. After mentioning my reading comprehension difficulties to my ASD case manager (who has dyspraxia herself), I suspect I might, too. But I have no idea how to be tested for it.

i'm up too daggone late.

i mean he is the only one who could stop that from happening if he wanted to but he preferred not to. hehe

when i feel sad, hopeless and helpless i actually "pray" although i know no one out there cares "much" about me

theyre forcing me to take meds...they come twice a day

I have a big rant squeezing my chest, and lots of strong emotions, and you want me to talk, why? You're the first to complain or worse, take advantage of it if I do. I won't even write it.

I'm still pretty much an open book.....

cant sleep...coming to terms with the fact i might never accomplish any of my goals

It gets easier, once you realize this, the next stage is kind of not caring so its not all bad. I'd rather be a simple man then have a lot of success anyway, you enjoy the simpler things in life this way. I don't need a lot to be happy and I tried to conquer the world and all I did was screw up every opportunity ever giving to me but who in the hell really cares? I don't care if I'll ever have a four year degree, a nice job and a wife with kids. I have a roof over my head and food and thats all that really matters to me anymore. Plus I have games, movies, music, and things to keep me busy until the end. What more could I possibly want, I am the most wealthiest person living in public housing because I appreciate what I have. Its not much but I'll take it and I am tired, oh so tired of trying to make life work. I am done conquering, what I have is what I have and its enough for me.

All right. Anna is being tranfered to Sun and Moon. I was thinking that maybe I wouldn't because maybe she would be happier staying in Kalos, but with that new Sun and Moon trailer we got yesterday and the Z attacks, and that theres gonna be a Fairy one... I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't. And tecnically she isn't even my Pokemon, she's Laura's, and it would be mean of me to tear them apart, but Anna got me through all of my depression and anxiety, and she was my best friend before I joined this site, along with Calem, Shauna, Trevs, and Tierno, but they're Laura's friends, not mine, and their all nothing but computer code in realistic terms. Besides, everybody but me will forget them and move on to Alola. God, as exiting as Gen7 looks, I don't want Gen6 to end. I stared liking Pokemon just as XY was released, and I know I'll always love Pokemon, but theres this guy on youtube that says that Gen7 will be the last one. And as exited as I am for character customization to come back, and the overworld literally looks like the cutscenes to XY, there'll be yet another OC, and a lot of people on other sites say that I have too many OC's. Everytime theres a game that has that feature, theres another OC that shows up. And I cant make another Laura because it doesnt make sense for her to be the Champion of two regions.

I don't know. Just had to get that off my chest.

^I'm excited for the new Vulpix/Ninetales forms!
By the way, why does it seem to matter so much what other people on other forums think of you? Just do whatever you want to do, and, in simplistic terms, 'Follow your heart." Or, in Pokemon terms, 'Follow the Luvdisc', but nobody really likes that Pokemon, so...

Well, yeah, but whats the point in scocailizing if you dont? Thats the way I see it, anyway.

And thats rather vauge.. You see, Laura was supposed to be me, but it kind of felt like she was her own character, and thats how that happened.