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^ come to the say something rude thread. Yeah, I'm shamelessly recruiting.

LMFAO.

Picking up where I left off hobby wise.

I read so many stories about kids being sick. I want to learn, science, but how can you without people, and life? There are so many. And that girl, 9, brain cancer. And shiny. How cannot it be inspiring? It makes me want to get totally wasted, selfish and pointless, unhealthy answer, release, to I can't do anything about it. Can't I? Learning to communicate, emotions, that I feel so much, my big flaw, then I.may be able to help, God knows I want to. Even though I'm not religious. Always a solution? Maybe it starts with just caring, easing pain even if there's no treatment. Not give up on people because they're going to die. As long as they're alive.

Jeez am I invisible? Has racial tension really gotten so bad that I am just ignored where I live. I step outside of my apartment and I say hello to someone in the hall and they just walk right on by.

Ok then I guess they can have a nice day too...

^ It's fear. It takes lots of faces. Racism, homophobia, gender hate, the color green. Instigated and long lenght perpetratred by the ones who want control. Simple pattern. There're personal fears to each person too. It's just fear, so human. If you act respectful, you're fine

some jazzy/funky music

My last few days have really sucked, tons of anxiety, emotions and PTSD symptoms. I can handle it though, I am ok but the "symptoms" of what is bothering me is annoying at best. I hope that next week is better, I don't want to feel anything. Emotions suck for me, I can't handle them so I do better when I think with logic. Logically I don't need to worry about this bs but the feelings are still there. How can I wipe out feelings completely? It would help me out mentally a lot.

Well, I want to feel plenty, on my conditions. Planning to get wasted, selfish, spontaneous or nearly, irresponsible, immature, no consequence, and not for others' feelings. And fall asleep on the couch while watching tv thinking about my sorry ass. Definitely want to feel like I'm Mulder tonight.

Thinking of what an alternate universe would be like if I had altered certain parts of my past knowing full well, it would spell very short term happiness.Also wondering what will become of some people here on wrongplanet in the long run.

Stuff and nonsense.

Mostly nonsense.

Cheese.

I want to be, to oblivion, like I don't know where I am, like he does. To forgive him, I have to feel it. I'll never be like Mulder, but I can try to analyze. Try it. Not talking about the dude on tv...

I am not going to stop until I break every law,

No power in the verse can stop me,

I wonder if I could play in German shows/movies if I started learning German again lol