Solving the problems. Doing and settling my accounts. Arranging things at my new place. Buying the groceries. Solving other problems. I hope to have my fridge soon.. really unpractical.
Yesterday, we went to the lake with a friend, just chill and talk under the trees, and we went to the water, and the water was so good, she told me to go slow but I used to swim in waters colder than that, I think it was not far from 25°C yesterday. But I didn't have a swimsuit, so I dove in with my skirt and shirt (and underwear...). Just swim and play in the water. Simple and with no expectation, probably the best, natural and spontaneous fun I've had since 2007. I liked it, and I need it to balance all the rest I wrote above. So I bought a swimsuit.
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"Ever since I was a child, I’ve never allowed myself to get too close to people. I’ve avoided emotional attachment. Perhaps I’ve been so afraid of death and dying that any connection just seemed like a bad thing, something that wouldn’t last." Dana Scully - Christmas Carol.