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20 Aug 2016, 11:25 pm

Still don't know about treatment.
I have until 1st September to decide.
So, yeah, lots on my mind.


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20 Aug 2016, 11:26 pm

^ Treatment for what? I hope you're not sick !

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Thinking of things from my ancient past that are now just images in my mind and nothing more.

Not necessarily - according to some theories about spacetime, those images are still out there. You just no longer share that same moment of space time with them.
I am thinking about photography ! Just took some pictures with an old hand-me-down camera I got when someone died. I like all kinds of old cameras that produce different style photos. This is colour so I took some photos of a lake on the road and a bunch of slim black birds I don't know the name of. This camera is old enough that I'll have to get film developed before I can even see how the shots went. Very cool.


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20 Aug 2016, 11:32 pm

Raleigh wrote:
Still don't know about treatment. I have until 1st September to decide. So, yeah, lots on my mind.

ask more people more questions about it. 2nd opinion is highly recommended.



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20 Aug 2016, 11:56 pm

What will come first? High water or another ice age?


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21 Aug 2016, 12:12 am

high water, then the ice age.



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21 Aug 2016, 12:28 am

auntblabby wrote:
high water, then the ice age.


Better put your water wings on kiddos! Or should I say "adulttos"? I dunno. :P


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21 Aug 2016, 12:30 am

pray for the billions who can't afford water wings and have to improvise with flotsam.



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21 Aug 2016, 12:42 am

i think i'm getting really depressed.


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21 Aug 2016, 12:45 am

auntblabby wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
Still don't know about treatment. I have until 1st September to decide. So, yeah, lots on my mind.

ask more people more questions about it. 2nd opinion is highly recommended.

2 specialists have now told me this cannot be cured.
should i now seek a third opinion?


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21 Aug 2016, 12:47 am

i see no point in prolonging life insufferably.


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21 Aug 2016, 1:02 am

Raleigh wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
Still don't know about treatment. I have until 1st September to decide. So, yeah, lots on my mind.

ask more people more questions about it. 2nd opinion is highly recommended.

2 specialists have now told me this cannot be cured.
should i now seek a third opinion?

sorry, did not mean to crowd you. but if it was me, I would consider asking at least 2 other doctors not attached to your case, what they would do if it was their wife or themselves- would they go through the full course of radiation and chemo, would they try just the first course and see if it made a dent, or would they go through hospice instead with medications for comfort. the middle course is what my late mother did. she put in the effort to try to chase out the big C but it made no different in the deterioration, so she opted at that point for hospice.



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21 Aug 2016, 1:08 am

Ok.
I won't talk about it any more.
It's probably upsetting people, idk.
It's upsetting me anyway.


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21 Aug 2016, 1:11 am

sorry. :oops:



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21 Aug 2016, 9:34 am

Raleigh wrote:
Ok.
I won't talk about it any more.
It's probably upsetting people, idk.
It's upsetting me anyway.

I just don't know what to say really. Everything just sounds stupid, empty or meaningless in my head.

Hugs :heart:



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21 Aug 2016, 10:51 am

I'm not sure what to say today..


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21 Aug 2016, 11:16 am

Huh? I'm surrounded by death again.
But at least it's not as drastic as last time...


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