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Today is one of these days when there is a superfluous amount of food. I work on Wednesday.
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I decided to watch a video where there is (and skipped) the part about an 'abortion joke' b/c it's better than caving into pornography.

If their real that's Rushdie.

Shark Week!! That is a great name for a horror movie.

Cantaloupe. Fluttering paper makes a duck.

always too many things to do. never enough time to do them.

i have to go back to school. i want to work. i want to get professional help. i want to learn instruments. i want to do art. there's no way in hell i'll be able to do all of them.

i want to drop out of school and just work and pursue hobbies. i don't know what the f**k i want to study. school is my lowest priority right now. but it's the only thing i have to do if i want to keep living at home. if i don't go to school i can't live at home anymore. it doesn't matter if i do anything else.


just college. college. "college is important". "you need a degree." "debt? what debt?" "what do you mean you can learn outside school?"

nobody in my family has a single god damned clue.

i'm beyond sick of going to classes and taking tests and buying scantrons and worrying about grades and buying books and taking notes and memorizing s**t i don't care about and walking across campus, every day as i have for nearly three years now, and not having ever made a single meaningful connection or even acquaintance in my years there because of my crippling shyness that just won't go away.

but does anyone really make friends in college anyway? everyone seems to already know each other there, presumable from high school, and it's so big, you really don't have a chance to spend enough time in a small group to really get to know someone else, and once classes are over in 15 weeks you probably won't ever see them again.

at least high school was still small enough that you mostly saw the same people every day in the halls. not here.

i just want to give up.

My aunt is visiting.

Altura overtrousers coming in the post. Who can I tell? Nobody

Never easy being human, more difficult being autistic when you have idiots wanting you to be more neurotypical

It's hard to imagine apotheosis of any kind, nevermind an abstract one.

^No way, I've watched Madoka, I know how this sort of thing works.

I really love watching A Haunting now recently idk why but the stories are really interesting to me

Stinky dog farts

My mom will be returning to Portland from Oklahoma tomorrow. She has been visiting family in Oklahoma for the past three weeks.