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Welcome to the Twilight Zone as, there are more and more things out there which is absolutely crazy yet continue to exist or function despite the stupidity of persons not taking proper actions.

I'm more surprised you said 'Twillight zone' rather than 'Black mirror'.
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The Netflix show Marvel characters might still have a chance at a 'big screen debut', if a say 'Shadowland' story adaptation was made imo.

Last edited by sidetrack on 06 Aug 2018, 5:56 pm, edited 1 time in total.

I have to go now, have a pleasant afternoon,evening,early morning all.

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http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... gementGame


http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... ementGames


http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... lationGame

Technocracy." --typed on 9-20-2017
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I feel somewhat dirty for bringing up this ‘fantasy fight’ idea: Saiyans or the Green Lantern Corps?.

When I decide to decrease the meditation habit I have kept up.

***A reminder to myself.***

Remember to 'work through' past addiction journals.

SERIOUSLY: HOPE TO REMEMBER THIS BY SEPTEMBER, COME SEPTEMBER .

Note to self, don't let other determine my destiny rather ignore and carry on with current projects and make honorable attempts at living a decent life in one's own set of standards and principles

There is free will, yes....but never "perfect" free will.

It is dogmatic to state that there is "no free will" when "free will" isn't "perfect."

Nothing is beyond capability

I hear the wind picking up. It is time. See you at the mountaintop.

The ebook, I am reading is on the Indigo website.

The 'trigger' presence is b/c it is from a different kind of journal.
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10-8-2017 Entry

[trigger]I'm thankful for having come across a mention of Karl Barthes and Marianism...with existential theologians, Christianity is closer to a 'theory of mind' I would like it to be.[/trigger]

In my opinion.

10-9-2017 Entry

by sidetrack on Mon Oct 09, 2017 11:59 pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4JyYv6Hrfw&t=6s

'The HERSTORY of LOGIC' by Kate Hoffman

..
00:08
understanding logic can be defined as
00:10
the study of argument this doesn't mean
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two sides arguing at each other like you
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might expect from even a political
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debate but rather an argument is an
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example of reasoning in which one or
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more statements are offered as evidence
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for another statement the statement
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being supported is the conclusion of the
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argument and the statements that support
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are the premises of the argument.
10-18-2017 Entry

by sidetrack on Wed Oct 18, 2017 6:59 am

Streamlining operaciones sin comprometer integridad o imparcialidad..

Streamlining operaciones sin comprometer compasion o integridad..

10-21-2017 Entry

[trigger]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Technical_writer#Notable_technical_writers .. [/trigger

10-30-2017 Entry

[trigger]

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11-2-2017 Entry

Even when looking for an 'entry level position' job, it doesn't mean it doesn't have to not be fun.


1-19-2018 Entry
by sidetrack on Fri Jan 19, 2018 1:47 am

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What can be done with a degree in library and information sciences?

[..]

TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
A 'deconstruction' of the concept of family via an acceptance of polyamory.
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My issues with assertion and realizing the significance of the 'allocation of time'; working, a 'strainful allocation of time'.


I 'have to' get stuff out of system/ask questions earlier/early to be better able to '*listen*' afterwards.

3-2-2018 Entry

[trigger]The thought of possibly going back to school to be a librarian..I remind myself how recent policies (at least in Ontario(?)) make tuition free .[/trigger]

--The 12-26-2017 entry and the 'exaggerations' which racializing can do when you can't self-accept yourself.

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http://jobs.timhortons.ca/ca_en/opportu ... d_distance


Ko Takeuchi.


Dadasaheb Phalke .


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
What difficulty—not take what your parents say seriously.



Spirographs.


Jorge Drexler


Robert DeLaurentis


'Logica Elemental' by Max Fernandez de Castro, Asuncion Presser,
Luise Felipe Segura y Yolanda Torres Falcon


Ge Hong


Shopkinz.


C. Ashleigh Caldwell.


Frazer Wilson.


Nikhil Abraham.


Kevin Beaver.


Shpongle.


Joy Browne.


Alexius Meinong


The industrialization of aestheticization and vice-versa.


Computational and post-film theory


Lawrence M.Krauss


Karl Popper.


Aimee Mullins.


Irl diary excerpts


"11-5-2017


Persons I wish I can be friends w/


Chumel Torres, Michael J.Fox,


Tabatha Pacer, Josue Aguirre, Chris Sanders "


"2-25-2018


If I was Nishida on Atwood."


"3-4-2018


Can there be forgiveness without teleology?"


"3-24-2018


At this pt. Ted Chiang is the one person who imo could
probably write a financial thriller about cryptocurrency."


"4-10-2018


Similarities between 'The normal heart' and 'Angels in America'."


"4-12-2018


David Albert Huffman. Perceptual coding."

Dimitri Goossens


'Fuera de Foco': a Youtube channel.


https://www.udemy.com/topic/painting/


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chill-out_music


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microgenre


https://soundcloud.com/harren-yip/passin-through

Benjamin Shine.


Perhaps 'a background in physics' + trying to do art= results 'not unlike' special effects?.


Garrett Hardin.

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Biomechanist.

Beighton score.

John Lawrence Ashbery.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flowchart

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Diagrams

Lillian Gilbreth
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... ItsAverage
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... Categorism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1-bit_architecture
4-22-2018 Entry


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/VideoGame/TIS100

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Literate_programming


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4-23-2018 Entry

Affectation

https://dokumen.tips/documents/logic-of ... nt-of.html

http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/M ... wArchetype


What I have already posted before (http://translatorthoughts.com/2013/11/6 ... -students/) was on my mind.

https://www.heartmath.com/articles/overcare/

https://www.google.ca/search?q=when+peo ... 66&bih=651

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/gary-tro ... 28604.html

https://thoughtcatalog.com/marisa-donne ... -too-much/









[..]
4-1-2018 Entry


http://www.full-stop.net/2011/08/01/fea ... eory-dead/

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/ful ... 4446.12184

http://thinktraffic.net/taking-action

https://www.youtube.com/user/kanebaker91/about

https://prevos.net/humanities/philosophy/danger/

http://philosophyreaders.blogspot.ca/20 ... ility.html

4-4-2018 Entry


https://www.coursera.org/learn/escritura-en-negocios

https://www.linkedin.com/help/lynda/ans ... os?lang=en

https://www.video2brain.com/mx/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Developmental_editing

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gordon_Graham_(writer)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dan_Jones_(professor)

http://www.asme.org/career-education/ar ... al-writing

https://overland.org.au/2016/10/writers ... ry-theory/

http://journals.sagepub.com/doi/abs/10. ... lCode=jobc

https://www.newyorker.com/books/page-tu ... ng-read-to

http://www.openculture.com/2014/10/anim ... rsity.html
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4-5-2018 Entry


http://www.hamiltonreads.ca/
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4-6-2018


[Hypothetical activity: go onto https://sidetrack1.deviantart.com/favourites/?catpath=/ and 'clear out' content]

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4-8-2018


https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28352947

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14992349
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4-9-2018


https://www.lynda.com/Excel-tutorials/E ... 779-2.html

https://www.lynda.com/Word-tutorials/Wo ... 218-2.html

https://www.msn.com/en-ca/sports/more-s ... ailsignout
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4-11-2018


https://www.codecademy.com/learn/learn-the-command-line

https://getmimo.com/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XtCnGT0B20

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-17-2018 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Tue Apr 17, 2018 12:11 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dugn51K_6WA

Averigua acerca de trabajos en un almacen..


https://resumegenius.com/resume-samples ... me-example

https://www.thebalance.com/types-cover- ... bs-2060179

https://www.thepennyhoarder.com/make-mo ... udiobooks/

https://www.acx.com/help/narrators/200484550

https://librivox.org/pages/volunteer-for-librivox/




4-16-2018 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Mon Apr 16, 2018 12:45 pm
Online compilers..

https://www.google.ca/search?source=hp& ... mM5QgaNHFA

~'Me not knowing what I would like to do'..I'm not going to 'fall into the same trap' as last time..there are many things I can learn to be via the internet..programmer,editor, day time investor etc..I'm going to stick w/translating.

Literary theory behind Thomas Wolf..and coding.


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3523187/

https://secularismandnonreligion.org/ar ... 34/snr.aw/




4-15-2018 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Sun Apr 15, 2018 10:15 pm
4-15-2018

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/225 ... aptivology --attention economy

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/930 ... l-radiance

https://www.upworthy.com/ever-had-to-ex ... -you?c=pop


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog ... n-bullying

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4-16-2018

A change to how I exercise.

https://creditkarma.ca/?%7Bgclid%7D?utm ... vuEALw_wcB

https://www.amazon.com/Lauren-Jonas-Fix/e/B001IZPQQY


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
I will admit how I'm not really meaning to read this even though it did 'catch my eye':https://www.msn.com/en-ca/news/canada/shamed-in-his-dogs-death-jeremy-quaile-took-his-own-life/ar-AAvVNK3?li=AAadgLE&ocid=spartanntp


Makes me wonder a 'value-judgement' to myself : would trying to understand and/or empathize with this be done out of a sort 'intellectualized'/ thanatological curiosity, only?.




4-15-2018 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Sun Apr 15, 2018 2:52 am
4-15-2018

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/834 ... ple_Truths

http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/L ... ericanGods

My obsession with (psychological) strength.


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Max_Müller and his possible influence on Richard Dawkins concepts of religion and a 'meme'.(?)


http://phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=1346

http://phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=1347

http://phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=1348

and if those webcomics were about 'academic-esque conferences' about anime and manga specifically..

I made an 'upwork' account, after the adjusting the photo to 'portrait' setting, I think.




4-13-2018 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Fri Apr 13, 2018 9:14 pm
4-13-2018 Entry

http://dwillard.org/articles/individual ... derridas-v

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/pdf ... .tb00064.x

https://books.google.ca/books?id=08t--V ... da&f=false

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Monist

At this point I think I can stop w/...and be seriously in settling to look through the links I have been 'stockpiling' for a while now as they relate to (online) job searching.

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4-14-2018 Entry

http://www.crunchyroll.com/folktales-from-japan

http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Anime/Raideen

http://sanrio.shoutwiki.com/wiki/Gudetama

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Dandelion_Girl

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Afrofuturism


https://theworkathomewife.com/flexjobs-review/

I couldn't make a profile on 'https://www.upwork.com/'. A profile photo is required and for some reason the photo I uploaded kept on coming up 'upside down'.

I'm not quite sure about 'rev.com' and 'mturk.com' .. '~' maybe I really should focus more on 'online learning' for now. I'm not sure about 'flexjobs.com' for now.

I didn't look at the 'top freelancers' on the 'upwork' website b/c as someone once told me ~"it's dangerous to compare yourself to other people". Given my OCD-esque tendencies it makes sense.

https://www.google.ca/search?biw=1093&b ... 3747042292

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4-15-2018

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wendy_Doniger

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mircea_Eliade

https://www.helpguide.org/articles/anxi ... er-ocd.htm

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog ... e-not-easy


Registration on the website 'mturk.com' is complete.




Experimental ‘only links’ entry
Postby sidetrack on Thu Apr 12, 2018 5:05 pm
4-12-2018 Entry

https://www.investopedia.com

https://equitybase.co/?gclid=EAIaIQobCh ... gLwj_D_BwE


TRIGGER: HIDE TRIGGERING TEXT.
https://www.google.ca/search?source=hp& ... TOqQukyLMU

https://www.ziprecruiter.com/login


https://www.google.ca/search?q=maingate ... e&ie=UTF-8

https://www.google.ca/search?client=psy ... e4Xnel7VP8

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Technical ... al_writers

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Technical_writing

http://translatorthoughts.com/2013/11/6 ... -students/

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4-13-2018 Entry

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Citizen_science

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_a ... ematicians

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anthony_Hill_(artist)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marjorie_Rice

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panos_Ipeirotis

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amazon_Mechanical_Turk

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microwork

https://www.upwork.com/

https://www.rev.com/

https://www.fluentu.com/blog/english/en ... ng-online/

https://web.timeetc.com/virtualassistan ... page=index

https://horkeyhandbook.com/30-days-virt ... Blzt0yguiT

https://horkeyhandbook.com/how-to-becom ... Blzt0yguiT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gj48QO6J2o and what thumbnails follow on the right side..

I hate media's portrayal of aspergers so much. All these "inspiring" movies with an empathetic woman "saving" clueless man with aspergers are so annoying!

I disagree.

I slept for 15 hours yesterday.

"If I might have the leisure at this point/ doing this out of a sort of ‘despair’ which comes with the job searching process and the tedium of having to modify cover letters and such. I would like to ‘expound’ on here about a theory of self-destructivity/self-destructiveness which I have:..and a part of me feels that it might be coming out of a sense of guilt or shame for having seen someone I know of, with mental health issues of there own and/or for not having signed a date and signature section on something regarding social assistance until I meet with a receptionist of sorts.

[trigger]I’ll be ‘up front’ in saying how this isn’t the sort of thing I would like to express to often..the connection with euthanasia and assisted suicide is something which I admit I don’t think I could really handle/ I would find distracting; the ‘fuel’ of this might indeed be the frivolity of not find the job search endeavour (goodness knows, how it’s an arguable ‘hobby’ anyone could develop at?,eh? '__' ) ‘too palatable’.

I have been thinking lately about how when it comes to suicide *it doesn’t take deep and complicated factors* to trigger such inclinations..the ‘inner pressure’, the presence of an ‘inner presence’ to develop it doesn’t ‘need too much’ to develop.

One reason, I don’t take something as ‘unsuspecting’ as situational depression or boredom lightly..or the cognitive distortions from which it could emerge
..the ‘way it expresses itself’…particularly *without* or when there is not any mindfulness or ‘full attention’ being done..gets my attention.

Addictions are a common starting point.

For some ‘the expression’ might be in risk, physical risk like going through high stakes exercises like going up heights..for others it ties into expressions of introversion.

Imo there is a ‘kernal’/potential origin point for self-destructivity in anyone and w/me it would be something like the latter.

Goodness knows how it’s ‘expressed itself’ with me and pornography; me being here is a testament to that,eh?

This deeply ties into self-isolation--I unwittingly wind up 'excluding' interacting with others because I would rather stick with 'meeting an expectation' that I'll meet someone somehow who knows of similar things like me..it's not exactly a 'healthy thing' to commit to not the least because of a sort of anxiety and pressure I put on myself to come across someone like that which can make the 'painfulness' of disappointment, all the more sharper. I have come to realize that if I put the down/lower the tendency to control and/or direct a conversation while speaking with others it helps me 'open up' to others who I might not have had an interest in interacting with prior*—somehow a visualization of me yelling in a library and shelves crashing down on me comes to my mind..'~' not too far off from reality when you think about how often I’ve agonized and/or gotten angst over information I’ve come across the internet--

*’Friendships can be forged this way’
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Cuando se trata acerca de como meditacion podria ser considerado un ‘remedio’ por esto, este es en mi opinion uno de los campos mas complicado cuando se trata de lo que podria descarrilar meditacion o attencion plena[--hence (one reason) for it being a *life-long* practice; pain is complicated and at times ‘mysterious’ thing/factor.]
[3-28-2018 Entry]
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[3-31-2018 Entry]
[trigger]I am much more used to objectifying Brazilian woman than I am (Anglo-)Canadian women.[/trigger]

[..]

[trigger]

Not going lie , perhaps given me recent-ish disengagement from the 'Youth wellness center' and when I think about mental health issues and the sort of (racial/ethnic) demographic(s) more likely to open up about it..that might be another reason for me thinking this.[/trigger]
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3-21-2018 Entry
I remind myself of this before I get too ahead of myself/excited with what else on education would/could be said..

https://etd.ohiolink.edu/rws_etd/docume ... 188/inline

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3-11-2018 Entry

https://www.cbr.com/fan-theories-ruin-pop-culture/

3-11-2018 Entry
Digimon Tri Abridged Episode 2 Pure Sincerity by 'TeamMouthwash' 26:39 - 27:19

Digimon Tri Abridged Episode 2 Pure Sincerity by 'TeamMouthwash' 26:39 - 27:19


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3-5-2018 Entry
[trigger]Looking through..

-'Indeed'

-'Workopolis'

-'MacMaster' and 'Mohawk' related websites

-The 'HHS' related websites

Ideas de donde podria averiguar acerca de trabajo.


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--Retail

--Warehouse and/or inventory related

--Food service

___Ideas for what I would like to do for work.[/trigger]

3-2-2018 Entry
Match skills to what jobs are available.




12-5-2017 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Tue Dec 05, 2017 9:58 pm

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https://www.google.ca/search?rlz=1C1CHB ... kYD5OnzudY

..I think that at 26, I ought to be more 'open' about how I crave respect and wonder what that means.
[Late 2017--December (?): ~ https://everydayfeminism.com/2015/04/em ... jectified/ ~ ]

12-2-2017 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Sat Dec 02, 2017 1:54 am
https://www.youtube.com/user/cinematographydb
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11-28-2017 Entry

https://www.google.ca/search?source=hp& ... EXIF3-RXkM

11-23-2017 Entry
[trigger]If someone said "Freedom dies unless it is used".. [/trigger]




11-20-2017 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Mon Nov 20, 2017 10:15 am
https://www.google.ca/search?q=addictio ... e&ie=UTF-8




11-3-2017 Entry
Postby sidetrack on Fri Nov 03, 2017 11:49 pm
"=__= PLEASE notice how there is a significance to such things being said while not being an a--hole. There is a cognitive factor of health. There is a f---g reason why Kierkegaard said "Boredom is the root of all evil.."; b/c the risk of a--holes developing out of apathy and/or inconsideration is too much in this d--- world. "

Again postings from journals past..

I agree Lady ApriR as, such does not help nor benefit us in a realistic,helpful light.Often the media from a news reporting standpoint makes out Asperger males as being dangerous among-st society,well that said persons are prone to violence.

Isn't that an odd expression, "Oh my god"? Which god, and why is it/what makes it yours?