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It's not that I don't like karate, it's that the gradings were so stressful and full of noise and everyone moving around me and me being so, so anxious and under enormous pressure not to mess up...

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I understood that. Know how it is. Completely understandable.

Sorry, I know it's dark. It's the best image I could find of the thing I wanted.

Thank you.

I never told anyone how difficult it was for me simply because for years I felt I had no choice in the matter. I'm starting to break free, though from what, I don't know.

Free will? Wanting to make your own decisions? Not wanting to conform anymore?

All of the above?

5:40 PM and i've been awake for 13 hours. today i:

went to work, and made/pressed 130 cups of fresh juice.

washed my bird shirt.

vacuumed my car and cleaned its windows.

picked up my mom. finished a drawing. had it scanned.

bought a glass pipe. (for weed)

gave water to some kittens.

drove my sister to work.

shaved my legs.

delivered a debit card to planned parenthood.

washed dishes. cleaned and vacuumed my room. wiped clean my desk.

started a piece with oil pastels.

went to the art store to browse their selection of said oil pastels.

7 more hours.

Well, you have your answer then.

You know very well what you are breaking free from Milady. Maybe you are just scared to face the truth? Scared to take steps? Scared of what the consequences may be, who you might hurt or lose?

In the end, like the soundtrack you are listening to, it's all part of the "Circle of Life" Milady.

if i only heard my dad speak every time he talked to me to not give me a command, i wouldn't have a father.

A lot of my life has been full of fear and guilt. I'm taking steps to heal, but some days I feel like I'm going backwards.

There, that one should be better

I CANT FIND ANY OF THE PICS I TOOK IN AUSTRIA

Sometimes, you need to move backwards to get the momentum to jump forward Milady.

GOOOOOOOOOD MORNING VIETNAM.
It is nearly 10 AM in Vietnam at the time of this post.

"Sep 28, 2014

I don't feel good right now and I don't really believe in this stuff. But...

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"For your misdeeds accept the heavy hand of punition" you think. No. Last year you fought off your addiction "blow for blow". This time "love your enemies" and be so nice..

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I hate how I have no friends and am so used to having lonliness as my .m.o.

MLKJr-"Love your enemies...oh sure they might hate you more at first..."

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schmaltzy as this is..

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I s--k at equanimity but can do it.

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Even this very h--y b---d can say good things.

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"Sep 28, 2014

think how a culture arrives at thinking what is fact is super important not just for epistemic reasons but like the psych of learning,language,perception etc. "

" Sep 27, 2014

The prettier the IRL girl whether in personality or looks the harder it is 2 fail 4 them. ['Quoting myself'(?) apparently (?)] "

"Sep 27, 2014

•"I'm not going to give anybody free rent in my head." "

"Sep 25, 2014

First establishment.
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I think you should always mention decision-making when mentioning freedom."

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