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I need to be able to dream lucidly.

^ have you ever had a lucid dream?

^^unfortunately, only a semi-lucid one, IOW I had only the barest awareness I was dreaming, and next to no control over the dream other than lengthening it a bit. all the techniques I read about don't seem to have any traction with me. how 'bout you, do you lucid dream?

I've been fortunate enough to have a few fully lucid dreams in my life.
Weirdly, they were all to do with a near-death experience in which I accepted that I would die
This is how I know that when you accept death, there is an amazing feeling of peace.

I wish that you will get to dream lucidly.

^^^^^ you have some gifts in that functional area. would love to hear more about your experience in lucid dreaming and NDE. i'd have been ready to jump the veil ages ago but I suspect there are things holding me back here.

I just realized it's been almost 9 months since last I had a stable monthly internet.

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This lovely day.

I spent most of the weekend with a friend. I could open up a little without feeling too scared, and there was a change, still in touch with something I thought I wasn't in touch with anymore. We went to the lake on both friday and saturday afternoon, went downtown to have a drink. And today I went to swim by myself, that makes three days in a row. It feels really great and I do think about swimming more often as I still can swin decently. Productive, interesting and fun weekend.

I've christened that blah blah in my head Cyril.
He's a quivering weakling.
A posturing bully who's really a pathetic coward.
I don't expect he'll last long.

I'm finally home now. I feel like I was away for longer than four days.

The Haven isn't right for me.
Every time I've started a thread in there, it's made me feel worse.

To be honest, I didn't want to say anything, but I thought a few of the things posted in your last thread there were kinda...harsh? I mean, cos you had asked for positive things, and some of them posted downers. Just my opinion though.

^ yeah, but I started posting downers too so I didn't even follow my own request.
Then it all kind of went down from there.
It was a bit overwhelming.
It was making me melt down.
I hope everyone understands.
I feel a bit bad about it.

^I understand. I mainly stick to the game threads anyway, and I'm going to stay clear of all the negative threads floating around. Super love for you.