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I am sorry to laugh but life does not appear to like you right now, Raleigh. Just hang in there and remember people have been through worse, I can pray for you if you want but I don't pray near as much as I should and when I do its usually incoherent cries not to go to hell but if you want I can. I don't know that God hears me and I wouldn't be listening in his shoes either so I am not in a position to complain much but on the off chance that he does. It might help.

Thank you, dcj.

If you don't pray for me I'll send you plague of pustules.

I will include you as I beg for my life tonight, Thats pretty much how bad things are if you read the bible, we have gone so far now I don't even know that prayer works in these days. Still, I don't ask for anything he promises, I am much simpler of creature then that, I just don't want to feel pain anymore.

I will carry on if I can be as simple as a bird, so I can swore through the heavens. I need but a simple existence, is that too much to ask? Is there room for such little faith? Has my whole existence just been to hurt others?

I'm just trying to figure out why it's so hard for some people to admit that they have Asperger's Syndrome. It's nothing to be ashamed of.

A lot of peoples logic seems foreign to me but I pretend to have the same feelings as to avoid even more complications in communication.

I'm thinking about my parents who are far away from me. I really miss them. And waiting for Christmas time.

Everyone loves democracy as long as it goes their way.

Heh.

I have some decking spikes laying around; I could make them into decent daggers fairly easily.

Hmmm.

I need to get my a** out of bed cause I have a ton of homework and a test to study for. I'm just so damn tired. I need coffee.

One of the professors is pissing me off too. He's coming out and saying what students are doing wrong - he's not calling them out by name, but they are easily identifiable with what he's saying. I'm one of these students. I'm so mad that I called him out on it saying that I wasn't writing my papers the way HE prefers - I write my papers in APA format which is the way that the school prefers. I don't have a problem doing it the way he wants of it is mandatory for the class, but I was under the guise (is that the right word?) that he just PREFERRED the papers to be written in this way. I think it's in poor taste to be telling outright what students are doing incorrectly when he should just come out and tell the student in an email. I'm not going to be humiliated by a professor in this way. If he had a problem with my papers - papers that so far have given me A's in my classes, then come out and tell me! Don't be a passive aggressive jerk about it. That's why I'm asking him about his comment out in the open. What he's saying about students is just wrong. I have never had a college professor do such a thing and I'm not putting up with it!

Confession: Many hopeless autistic autism-haters reminds me of many pessimistic self-hating filipinos sometimes...
Replace 'self' with 'nation' along with words like 'hopeless', 'guilable', 'HATE', and 'failure'.
Replace 'NT' with 'foreigners' along with the lines of 'becoming/pretending/WOULD RATHER to be one' and 'being one of them means success and no problems'.
Replace 'cure' with 'death'. Obviously.

Social stuff aside, sigh...

And oh, if one wonders WHY satires doesn't work well with most filipinos: It's because they're LITERAL MINDED. Sarcasm isn't "humorous" within the context. And others think if left unappreciated, it means they're dumb or something.
I don't know who's the immature or the stupid one anymore. Humans and their damned context indeed.



Lastly, sometimes I wish that I do not give a damn about this. But knowledge is goddamned tempting.

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Knowing that I'm not stupid just learn some things at a slower rate, whereas with other things I learn faster than some peers.

My hair is growing back.
I have a weird, lopsided hairline from the operation.

I need to eat more.

I'm a waif.

If I am not worth your time then you aren't worth my concern.